you leave with guys and don't remember there name.
you end up crying, it's always the same.
you thought about cutting, and thought about death.
you thought about drugs, and thought about meth.
"don't damage your body" "don't damage your mind"
don't blow out the light that your body once shined.
you're feeling so lost and hopeless at most.
you feel like your dying and will be one with the ghost.
your crying and screaming and you can hear your ribs crack.
all of the sudden everything turns black.
you hear all these howls and whispers and voices
you hear all these screams and a lot of weird noises.
your scared and afraid and don't know what to do.
your feeling like your drowning in your own tears, too.
you want to wake up, you've had these dreams.
but than again nothing is as it seems.
your sweating and turning, wishing to awake.
you have to imagine these monsters as fake.
you can see the light shining and your following its path.
it's not adding up, you can't do the math.
this land your in is never ending.
your heart is broken and is still mending.
your at the end of the light and what do you see.
you, as dead as can be.
-p.t.s
