YEARNING || VMIN

CHAPTER 8 || ♡

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taehyung's POV

it's been three weeks but I haven't heard about jimin. a part of me is glad that he probably might have stopped trying to look for me and another part of me is dissapointed and upset over the fact that he might've given up. it's been five years,I've tried to not let my feelings for him get to me. I tried moving on but that never happens

just when I thought I was getting over him,he made a sudden appearance in my life and now,I'm yearning for his affection everyday. I know I shouldn't and it's best if we stayed away but my stubborn heart is being a bitch

that moment when I saw him that night after so long,i was shocked,angry and scared for his safety but i just couldn't deny that giddy feeling bubbling up in me at that moment

I'm supposed to be a ruthless mafia boss,not fucking juliet who waits for her romeo or something and turns all mushy in love. what is wrong with me?! I'm supposed to be the sadistic V! not the innocent pastel loving taetae from back in highschool

I flopped on my bed and groaned loudly. I seriously need to clear my head out right now and get on the right mind again. park jimin this is all your fault! damn it

I hopped off of my bed and walked into my walk in closet and picked out a casual streetwear and got dressed in a lacey cropped black blouse and black tight ripped jeans that had rips up to my thighs. I threw on a green leather coat over my shoulders that had certain designs on it. I put on my lip piercing and wore my black heels and tugged on a cap over my messy silver curls

I jogged downstairs and went straight to the kitchen to get some water. I found jin hyung cooking up something presumably for breakfast,I reached up to gulp down the water as he noticed me

"where you going taehyungie?" he asked as I placed the water bottle back

"oh jin hyung I'm just going to the cafe down there,I think I need some alone time to clear up my mind" I said looking at him and he sighed,coming up to me and hugged me

"you know you always have us tae. don't beat yourself up too much,maybe jimin even realized that he shouldn't mess with you. maybe he gave up. think about it,he doesn't know anything about us except for the stupid rumours that goes around of us in Seoul where half of them are not even true. I'm pretty sure he'll give up,okay? he'll be safe. just give it time" he said ruffling my hair up and I smiled,hugging him back. the fact that jimin might've given up honestly gave ne mixed feelings

"thanks hyungie! I'll be back by lunch" I said running out of the kitchen just after hearing him bidding me back

"hey kid where you going?" I turned to look at yoongi hyung who was laying down on the couch

"just down to the cafe hyung" I answered

"okay don't forget to bring your gun with you just in case. you have it right?"