I can feel you,your presence close to me.
I can feel you on my fingertips.
yet you're so far from me.
my heart is still yearning for you.
-
where park jimin,the daring hearthrob that is known worldwide for being part of Korea's most popular boyband...
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
🍃
taehyung's POV
I tilted my head down not wanting to look at jimin. the feeling of him looking at me without turning away made me feel much more nervous,I bit my lips anxiously as I heard jimin sigh loudly
"why? why did you avoid me all these years?" he asked finally after a minute long of silence. I kept still and quiet without answering him. I felt his grip tighten around mine "why?" he asked again with s slight raise of his tone
I finally found the courage to look back at him,his expression more serious with not a hint of teasing in it unlike the jimin minutes ago and it made me realize how much it meant when he asked the question
I looked away from him and inhaled a sharp breath before exhaling, finally letting out the reason behind everything "I...just wanted to protect you from getting hurt"
"by hurting me emotionally all these years?" he glared at me with a frown
"jimin please"
"no taehyung. I can't keep it anymore,you have no idea how much it hurt me everyday. everything back home reminds me of you. everything! everyday I had to go on living,thinking that you forgot me that you left me completely. and now I come to Seoul and suddenly I hear you're part of a fucking mafia,I try coming back to you and all you do is keep pushing me away! I'm so sick of this Kim taehyung. I don't want us to fucking play hide and seek anymore,I can't be without you anymore" he let out angrily as he looked at me with a furious glare which made me flinch lightly and gulp nervously
I felt tears pricking at the corner of my eyes but I tried to bury the feeling deep down and not show him my weak side,I blinked my eyes rapidly to clear my blurry eyesight and I looked at him again "the last thing I wanted was to see you get hurt by one of my rivals! I just didn't want you dying because of me jimin! because all I ever wanted was you to be safe and away from what I've gone so deep into. I didn't want you knowing about me because I knew you were too fucking stubborn and would probably follow me!"
"I don't fucking care about dying taehyung,don't you get it? I don't care as long as it's you I'm dying for!" he snapped at me making my heart skip a bit,I gritted my teeth and stood up
"shut up jimin! just shut up" I was about to walk away when he suddenly pulled on my wrist making me bump into his chest,he pinned me against the pillar beside the bench we were sitting on and looked at me with fury in his eyes
"you shut up and listen to me taehyung" he said in an almost calm voice but I could make out the hidden anger within his words which made me more nervous than I already am
"i could care less about you being a mafia. hell I don't give a damn about you killing people. but i do care about the fact that you're avoiding me in the name of protecting me when you're actually hurting me. it's getting hard having to put up a happy facade everyday,ever since that day you left..you took a part of me that was genuine with my feelings. it's you. it's always been you. stop fucking trying to protect me or whatever bullshit cause I am not going to play by your rules anymore" jimin said in a deadly calm voice and I looked up at him,shocked
