I woke up with Jessie laying behind me but I couldn't get up because of his arm. I remember those moments with Asher😔
I got up and got into the shower.
***
I was wrapped in my towel.
"Jessie, you have to go. wake up" I shook him and he woke up easily.
"Okay, okay" he opened his eyes
"Now"
"I hear you" he sat up. then looked at me "shit!... I mean, come here"
I slowly walked over to him "what is it Jessie?"
"You're beautiful, ever since I met you I felt a connection" he grabbed my neck from the front (like a chock position) and kissed me I like that, I like a guy who takes control, I like guys who are aggressive, I like guys who tells me to call him 'daddy', I like guys who tell me the rules of the game.
"I like that"
"What?"
"The fact that you take control"
"Oh yeah?"
I exhaled in relief "yeah"
"Okay, get dressed! I want to take you somewhere"
"Where?"
"It's a surprise"
"I hate surprises" I pouted
"Lucky for you, I love girls who act like babies" he winked and walked out. I shut the door and locked it. I stood with my back against it, biting my lip and smiling.
***
"You look nice"
"Thank you" I dressed in a Minnie Mouse crop top and red high waisted pants, and black timberland boots. I brushed my hair into a ponytail, it was a crinkle ponytail. I really need to wash my hair, it's really oily.
"Are you ready?"
"Yeah" I smiled
***
We arrived at a junkyard. we walked thru a broken gate and went into a room. It was pretty cool.
"This is where I come during my free time"
"It's pretty cool" I sat down
"You're probably wondering why I brought you here"
"Kind of, but I'm not that kind of girl. anyplace is fine with me"
"My mom had this place built for me when I was 7 years old. She was suppose to get it designed and decorated-"
"Why didn't she?"
I saw his eyes tearing up, he chocked on his words, his face turn red but finally the words stuttered out "she-"
"We don't have to talk about it"
"She-" he squeezed his eyes tight and cried harder and harder "she d-died of... an heart attack, when I was ten"
"Oh my, I'm sorry"
"It's fine, come here" he sniffled
I walked over to him "it's okay" I sat on his lap and held him close to me "it's okay to cry"
"Seems like everything and everyone I love leaves me"
"It's not her fault Jessie"
"I know, it's my fault"
"It's not your fault"
"Yes it is! I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I'm sorry! Mom I love you"
"Jessie! Calm down" I wiped his tears away "I can tell that this place means a lot to you"
"I really like you Drew, I've never fell for a girl so quick"
"You've never met a girl like me"
