I woke up with a stuffy nose, my nose is so red and my eyes are all puffy (from crying myself to sleep) (feeling depressed, long face), did my daily morning routine, I put on a Spider-Man hoodie (Asher bought me) with a Spider-Man graphic tee under it, dark denim shorts, and blue and red hightop Jordan's, I didn't even do my hair or makeup. I put my hood on a tied it tight. I went downstairs, ate a bagel, drunk some orange juice, and drove to school. Arron came up to me.
"Where were you last week?"
"I was in Hawaii"
"What's wrong?"
"Nothing!"
"Babe! I know there's something bothering you, what is it?"
"I'm depressed"
"Why?"
"I'd rather not talk about it"
"Are you still dating Asher?"
"Do you not see him on every other girl?"
"I miss you"
"Arron! please... I'm having a really rough day and I really don't wan-" he kissed me, I kissed back but I felt nothing! "I feel nothing!" I whispered in between kissing
"Maybe we should try again" he tried to kiss me again
"Arron! it's not meant to be! just please, go away"
"I'm sorry"
"Don't be! It's me, I'm sorry, I have to get to class"
*** after school
"Can we talk?"
"Arron, what do we have to talk about?"
"Can I take you out?"
"I'm just gonna stay at home and watch movies on my MacBook"
"No you aren't, I'll be at your house at 6:00"
"I'm not getting dressed or I'm not doing my shitty hair"
"I'll pick be there at 6:00"
"I'm not kidding!"
"Ugh!"
I went home and just ate ice cream! Until Arron showed up...I'm a fu*king mess!
***
"Babe?" I hear as someone knocked on the door...
"Arron?"
"Yup, open the door" I got up to open it and he hugged me
"Arron I'm sorry but we're not getting back together"
"That's not why I'm here!"
"Then why are you here?"
"I read your tweets last night and you seemed pretty depressed and down, so I figured you needed someone to comfort you and be a friend"
"Thank you Arron, that's why I love you! You can be so irritating at time and make me mad or sad, but you always succeed at putting a smile in my face" I smiled
"There's that beautiful smile I've been waiting for" he said as he rubbed my cheek with his thumb and smiled back.
"Want some ice cream?"
"Sure" yes we ate off of the same spoon. I laid my head in his lap and we watched Netflix
***
"Arron?" I looked up
"Yeah babe!"
"I'm cold"
"Want me to cut off the ac or go get your blanket"