♡Her Fantasy♡(smut oneshots)

(2.) His Touch

Hey~
I haven't written in a while and I'm sorry for that I've been quite busy these past few weeks.I hope you all have a great day, n~

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I was sitting at a small coffee table waiting for a special someone as the people around me talked away the time seemed to slow down
'Was i stood up?' I thought to myself as I looked at the time seeing that it was already five.

Tears started to pool underneath my eyes as this wasn't the first time this had happened.
'Does he not love me'
I whispered as I was standing up ready to leave, i drank the remainder of my coffee as I stepped out of the warmth of the small café.

The walk home was long and tiring as the wind blew my hair in every direction. 'This was the third time , was I really that bad of a girlfriend?'
Thoughts flooded my mind as tears fell onto my rosy cheeks.

Finally I was at home, I took off my shoes and went to take a warm bath to clear my mind.
It wasn't long before the water got cold and I had to get out , I brushed out my wet hair as I looked at myself in the mirror.
The bags under my eyes were really prominent now and couldn't be covered up with concealer and my face was paler then usual.

As I went to lay down I could smell him. The scent of his cologne, that addicting musky smell. Everything reminded me of him and I couldn't stop myself from thinking about him. I decided that I was going to get some sleep but when I shut my eyes I heard my bedroom door squeak open.

It was him. Standing there in my doorway, I stopped moving as soon as I saw him. His honey brown eyes gazing at me made me feel insecure as a deep pit formed inside my stomach.
"Hi" was the only thing that came out of his mouth. I honestly feel disappointed that he didn't even try to apologise but it fine because I'm used to it.
He slowly approached my bed as I sat there staring into his eyes. My breath hitched when he reached the end of my bed.
He lowered his gaze down to my shaking hands and looked up at me with sadness in his eyes

"I'm sorry" he whispered as his neutral expression turned into a guilty one.
"Can I lay down with you?" He asked shifting from one foot to the other.
I hesitantly nodded but every bone in my body told me not to.
He slowly got onto my bed and lay beside me leaving a gap of space between us.
He started caressing my face and gliding his hands thought my hair.
He shuffled closer to me and wrapped his hand warm hand around my waist. His touch made me feel wanted and safe, but the smell of another woman's perfume didn't.
He promised me he would stop, he promised that he wouldn't sleep around with other women anymore but I guess that was just another one of his empty promises.

I felt disgusted with myself as I leaned into his touch but I couldn't stop myself,

My one sided love for him was endless.

Hi! I hope you enjoyed this one shot because I surely enjoyed writing it, until next time.

N~