It's A JaDine World

× ONE: Hold My Hand

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(For me ❤...and all the JaDine fans out there)

Δ ONE: Hold My Hand Δ

It's getting too hard to breathe

There are moments in my life I wish I could take back. Like the time I failed a quiz or when I said something I really didnt mean to.

But there are moments like this that I am eternally grateful for-the moment my Manager told me I would be paired with a certain half-Aussie with a drool-worthy body.

I would be one half of a loveteam that rivals one of the biggest loveteams the Philippines ever witnessed.

I'll skip all the awkward meetings and getting to know you's because whats happening right now is whats important. For me.

I had only one boyfriend in my 21 years of life here on Earth. I experienced the affectionate hugs and kissesa and heart warming smiles.

But this is something much more because it could make or break my future.

I have been telling the press that I am much more focused on my career than I am at my love life, and its true...for the few months. And now that a new year has come with a good start (because it involved him) a new feeling rose within me.

I want to be his.

His smiles are what causes my giggles and his getting-there tagalog makes me smile at how adorable he looks! And dont get me started on those surprise things he does on stage!

The I-Nadine Lustre mo ako is already a trend, not to mention his surprise slow dances, omygosh I think I'm going to faint...in James' arms.

He holds on to my hands so tight you'd think I was trying to runaway from him when in truth I wish I could discreetly ask his manager of his whereabouts so that we may 'accidently' meet.

I know, I know...I'm a hopless romantic.

But when you have a guy like James, a guy you see everyday, who makes you laugh until your stomach hurts or wakes up the butterflies in you stomach from a gesture, gift, sentence or smile. A guy who likes some of the things you do, a guy you can connect with. A guy who you see the first thing you wake up from your nap and is concerned with your wellfare...

James is all that and more and I love learning his flaws and quirks everyday.

If only it wasnt one sided...

But I'm okay with having to keep my little crush a secret, it'll be easier for everyone and I would be able to save myself from a heartache.

Oh! If the JaDine fans hear about this!! OMYGOSH!

Can you imagine their giddy faces?!

Well I can cuz I'm grinning so wide now it hurts.

Why?

Well James just held my hand and pouted...