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clingy

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C L I N G Y

you've always been told your too clingy, and now you're terrified it will ruin your relationship with corpse

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I had been told many times in relationships before that I was far too clingy, something I hadn't even considered myself as until then.

I never thought of the things I did as clingy, just wanting to spend time with the person I was with and show them I cared for them.

I hadn't had the best childhood and so I sought support and care from the people I loved, something I found out scared people away.

After being broken up with three times for how clingy I was, it had left me scared I would ruin every relationship I had with how I acted.

I had now been dating Corpse a couple of months and I was head over heels.

I had never been with someone so caring and understanding before, or who took care of me this well. He seemed to know what I needed when I was upset before I even did.

It wasn't till my friend had asked me if he was bothered by how clingy I was that I even thought about it, especially since Corpse had never once mentioned it.

When I had told her that, she told me I should do something before he broke up with me, like it was inevitable I would drive him away too.

In my head, I figured he must be too nice to actually let me know he didn't like it, and so I started to pull back to give him space on my own.

Before I had been staying over at Corpses almost every night, and now I was only staying three days a week at most. I didn't ask for cuddles as much or hold his hand in public and I stopped making him take care of me like he had before.

It was hard for me considering I was the kind of person who constantly looked for affection, needing to be reassured that someone was there and they cared for me. But I loved Corpse and I didn't want to drive him away.

I was currently with Corpse in his youtube room as he streamed with some of his friends.

"You wanna sit on my lap baby?" he offered me for the fourth time since I had joined him, since I usually did since I liked being so close to him.

I almost agreed, before remembering I needed to stop being so needy if I didn't want to lose him.

"I'm okay here." I smiled softly from my spot on the couch at the side of his youtube set up. He frowned but didn't say anything, turning back to his screen to concentrate on his game.

I went on my phone, scrolling through instagram in boredom as Corpse played. I could see him glancing at me every now and then but I tried to ignore it, showing I could stop being so clingy.

"Alright guys I gotta go now." Corpse said bye to his friends and his fans, ending his stream. I watched as he turned his computer off and turned his seat to face me curiously.

"Everything okay?" I asked softly, worried I had done something now.

"What's going on with you?" He asked, staying where he was in his seat but leaning forward to rest his elbows on his knees as he stared intensely at me.