Signal

Confidence

Shoya Ishida

Confidence:

              Maybe, I didn't deserve to die. I just had to find a reason to live. I needed a life source, but where? I isolated myself away from any source of human interaction knowing full well what I deserved. I have to repay the sins that I have provoked. Although, maybe I can live a little longer. To be able to apologize to Nishimiya. Would I be able to stand on her level and hold my hold hands to my heart? Look into her eyes and utter out the words, 'friends'?

              As if my wishes came true, I was already standing on the bridge with Nishimiya making small talk. I watch as Nishimiya delicate fingers slowly pry a small piece of fresh bread and gently toss it towards the river. I watch as the different shades of orange, black, and white carp dart towards the piece of bread. It was a competition for a delicacy that can satisfy the contender, a vague sentiment that I relate to personally. I glanced at Nishimiya, watching as her rosy lips curled into a smile as she watched the carp dart around. She slowly turned to me and grinned. It was one of those grins I used to despise, but today it was different. Her smile seemed to radiate warmth that embraced me deep within. I smiled back- even though I didn't have the right to. Please... Just this one time- can I be happy?

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THANKS YALL! <3 I posted theee next chapter! (I really should start making the chapters longer :,<)