𝙋𝙡𝙖𝙮 𝙙𝙖𝙩𝙚 || 𝙉𝙖𝙩𝙚 𝙅𝙖𝙘𝙤𝙗𝙨

𝟐. 𝐌𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐲

"Where the fuck were you fez?" I asked grabbing my bag, I spotted rue standing by the curb waiting for me. "Some shit went down with Mouse, all resolved now" he said as he took the keys from me and picked up the crushed paper with the leftover xanax powder on it.

"You've got to be kidding me, you're high?" he said as he walked over and lifted up my eyelids "not anymore" I said as I pushed his hand away. "Xan, we talked about this, not at work and not with Rue" I looked at him confused "Rue's my girl fez, i've been getting high with her my whole life" he looked at me and sighed "fuck xan, I mean it, not at work" I nodded and looked at him.

"Can I go to a party tonight?" I looked at him, not pleased with my question "i'll be with Rue and I promise i'll be home tonight, if Rue can come" he looked down and shook his head "fine fuck- go before I change my mind!"

I gave my brother a hug and bolted out to the curb "I can go! I can go! I can go!" I said excitedly as Rue stood up and shook whatever feeling she had off. "I can go if I say i'm sleeping at your house...and pass a drug test.." she bowed her head and sighed, knowing us both were just high as fuck. i looked up and linked arms with her "lexi or cassie" I cheekily whispered as she shot her head up and we both took off to my house quickly.

Once we got to my house, I seen Mouse's car outside still, light's on and Ash inside with a man covered in tat's, although I never seen Mouse, we both were deathly fucking scared of him. I looked at rue and she looked back "Walk in. Don't say a word. Don't look. Or Ash will tell Fez and we're both cut off" she nodded and held on to my hand and we made a run for the door and soon my room.

We made it and Rue spotted the assortment of drugs on the dresser next to my door "shall we?" Rue said as she held up a baggy of Molly, I turned around from my closet and nodded "we shall" I walked over and she handed the bag to me.

I dumped it out and chose one, her doing the same "On three" she yelled, "One" she yelled again "Two" louder this time "Three!" even louder, I was worried that Ash would hear us.

I popped the capsule in to my mouth and swallowed dryly, Rue giving me a 'fuck that was cool' expression, I gave one in return. "Okay, wanna borrow something or are you cool looking like a hobo?" I said laughingly "i'll borrow something simple, you got a dress shirt?"

"You wanna match? I have a purple dress, and fez has our uncle's old dress shirt, they're the same colour" I watched her nod with a smile, knowing that she didn't like to wear dresses. I slipped out the door and in to fez's room, looking around and grabbing the dress shirt, slipping back out and making eye contact with one of 'Mouse's' guy's. I quickly looked away and walked back into my room, instantly laughing, Rue looked over confused but asked what it was I was laughing about.

"Now I know why Fez keeps us locked away from them" rue gave me a look implying that she wanted to know "those guys are hot! well I only seen one and god-" she shook her head and started laughing. I passed her the shirt and we both got changed, I did my makeup in my underwear before changing, using purple mainly and black eyeliner. Rue let me put a few dabs of sparkles here and there.

I walked out in to the kitchen thinking Mouse and his guys were gone, they weren't, I turned around and seen them all staring at me. "Fuck xan- go back to your room!" Shouted Ash as he walked back out with a few stacks of cash, I looked between him and a few boys staring at me. "Sorry Ash, thought everyone was gone." I grabbed the cup I came out for and started to walk away when he spoke.

"So you walk around like that when we're not here huh?" Spoke a darker man than the rest, with tattoo's looking roughly around 40-50. I shot my head up and looked at him "Wh-what?" he gave me a stern look "Guess we're getting ripped off boy's" Ash stood in front of me and pushed me to the hallway frame "Get the fuck out of here Xan, before I make a call to Fez." I nodded and smiled, not trying to seem rude in front his guest's.

"Right, sorry bro" I tapped his shoulders and walked away, feeling all eyes on me. Once I returned I felt like I couldn't breathe, Rue noticing and understanding the situation, picked my dress up and helped me put it on. Once I got my dress on, Rue's mom started blowing up her phone, I grabbed my phone, charger, rest of the molly and one xanax bar, and then my key's and couple 20 dollar bills in case we both can't get a ride. Rue sat on my bed and read her messages with her mom out loud in a annoyed tone.

mom🤍 where the fuck are you rue

rue:at xan's, can I sleep over?

mom🤍 you better get your ass home and take a drug test first

rue:why are you so worried, it's xan

mom🤍 get home. pass the test and you can leave

Rue left her mom on seen, and we both decided to try and book it to lexi's and cassie's, I know that Rue's mom has no trust in me, so I asked cassie, a girl in grade 12, if I could you know, borrow her piss, just so I could rub it in Rue's mom's face that I was 'clean' too, even if i'm not. 

Rue and I walked out my room, holding hands and trying to avoid Mouse, he took one look at us two and said "you're a couple of carpet munchers huh?" Ash looked annoyed and spoke for me "Rue's our sister, it aint that way bruh" Mouse laughed and looked between us two "gonna let lil bro do the talking?" I just turned to walk away when he grabbed me and Rue.

"You know it's rude to walk away from someone when they're talking" I felt his grip tighten and Rue looked down worried, than back up to Mouse with a cold face. "It's rude to not let people attend their party" Rue spoke up, he let go of my hand and touched the side of my face, completely ignoring her "how old are you 'little sis'?" I looked him in the eyes and back down at my shoes."Fifteen, Sixteen next week" he grabbed my jaw with his hand and eyed me up and down.

"Well, age isn't a big deal, ya think?" I looked over at Ash who was looking at the gun between the couch we always hide there, I shook my head, just light enough so Mouse wouldn't notice and looked him in the eyes. "I prefer people my own age thank you very much" I pulled away and squeezed Rue's hand, looking at the guy behind Mouse "like him" I said with a smirk, looking back at Mouse then to Ash who seemed impressed "be back later tonight, don't wait up, need anything? call fez my phone's gonna be off."

I turned swiftly with Rue's hand in mine and opened the door, walking out. She looked at me and kissed my forehead "let's go fuck some shit up. but first, pass the drug test" we both book it to Cassie and Lexi's house, getting the piss after some awkward begging and headed to Rue's house. I told her mom that I was more than happy to take one too, she didn't even hesitate to say yes, just passed us both one and we went into the bathroom as she faced the door. We smiled at each other and squeezed the piss out of the tylenol container and handed it to her.

We both passed and left with a smug look, walking passed Gia and I gave her a smile, she just mouthed 'hi' and went back to ignoring us. We walked out to her lawn and stood there, looking each other and around at the dim sky "party starts at 9, it's 945, you just wanna walk?" she nodded and took my hand, we walked to Mckay's party that night and just walked in when he spoke.

"What the fuck are you two doing here?"