Hey, so I had someone ask for an update on my recovery and I figured it's been a few months since I said anything on here so I'll answer with all honesty.
I lied to myself.
I told myself I was getting better. Looks like that was a huge lie, I'm numb at this point. I can't cry to let the pain out. It does hurt but all I have to say about my own pain is "Oh well."
I haven't been eating a lot like I used to, and I definitely haven't been talking to anyone except for my family, barely even them.
It's not going great at all. No progress.
I would like to say that if any one of you are feeling down or numb; anything, please talk to someone or let it out. Do something other than harm yourself or bottle it inside; it will effect your life. No one should ever get to the point of feeling numb.
P.s. : If you are worried about me; I will be okay. I promise.
