demoralized: MR

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Blairs POV: 

"God, who the fuck was that?" I thought.I sat in my train cart, resting my head on my boyfriend Draco Malfoys lap. He was different this year. I noticed him becoming more distant and flirting with other girls. It fucking pissed me off. I looked around to face my friends, Caroline Diggory was Cedric's sister, Blaise and I were close friends, Lorenzo and I were friends since birth. All I wanted was for this train ride to stop.

 I needed to have alone time. Caroline and Lorenzo laughed at some joke he had made. They were so perfect for eachother. 

"I can't wait for all the parties this year," Cassie giggled. "Amen sister," Blaise responded. I laughed. I was still thinking. I usually got stuck in my head. Once I have a thought, it never leaves.

"We should start planning for the usual big party tomorrow," Cassie says. We all nod. "So whos bringing the good stuff?" Blaise asks. 'Blaise I swear to god, you're like a drug addict or something," I laugh. "Hey, whatever helps me sleep at night," He says. I roll my eyes."Blair, your rich ass can get us some good alcohol, but make sure it's the best we can get," Draco asks. 

"Fine, but you guys owe me," I say. We all laugh.

Blaise shot me a "are you ok" look. I shook my head, and he gave me an " I'm sorry look" back. "Blair, do you want to get some chocolate frogs?" Blaise asked. I nodded and left with him. Draco grabbed my wrist, 

"Where the fuck are you going?" He snarled. "It shouldn't concern you," I say back.

 I walk with Blaise, and he pulls me into an empty cart. "Blair, I know when somethings up with you. Please talk to me," Blaise asks. "It's Draco," I say. "He's different. I catch him flirting with other girls, he never talks to me, and he sleeps in his dorm instead of with me". Blaise wraps me in a hug. 

"It will get better, I promise" he says.

"Blaise, if you hug me any tighter, I might pop," I laugh. "So, whos this new kid Mattheo," Blaise asks. I laugh. "I have no idea, he's you know whose son. All I know is that Draco hates his guts," I say. "Makes sense," Blaise says. "How was your summer?" I ask. "Same old," he responds. "Really though, I mean it. It will get better," he repeats.

Mattheos POV:

I sat in my train cart aline, staring outside. This went on until I could feel the train stop. I was about to step into Hogwarts. I made my way off of the old train. I caught a glimpse of brown hair, it was that girl again. I never caught her name. She wasn't walking near Draco, she seemed mad at him.

Who was she?

If I had a choice, which I don't, I wouldn't be here. But it's my father's orders. I scoffed and trailed my body into the building. "Mattheo," A voice said behind me. It was Snape. "You need to go into the great hall. The sorting ceremony is starting soon," I rolled my eyes and walked in.

The great hall was large, and separated by tables of kids wearing different colored ties and robes. It smelled of fresh food, and sounds of laughter and conversations echoed along.

"Now when I call your name please come up here to be sorted," A professor said. "Mattheo Riddle," was called. I saw people gasping and looking around. Fucking take a picture or stop staring. I walked up to the hat.

"Hm, a Riddle I see," the hat said. "SLYTHERIN" it boomed. I smirked and walked over to the table. I saw the girl from the train, along with Draco Malfoy and Blaise. I glanced over to see the rest of the people from their cart sitting at the Hufflepuff table. As I sat, Draco pulled the girl away from me.

"Is there a fucking problem Malfoy," I sneer. "Yeah, you," He says. "Stay the hell away from my girlfriend". "Malfoy," the girl says. "I'm not your fucking property," She says rolling her eyes. She gets up and sits next to me. "Blair," she says. "Blair Belby." 

I glance over at Malfoy. He looks pissed. I smirk and look back at her. "Mattheo Riddle," I say back. I smirk at Malfoy. 

"Blair. Dorm. Now" He seethes. She smiles and gets up as he grabs her and drags her down the hall.

Blairs POV:

It felt so good to piss Malfoy off. He has been doing the same thing to me for a while now, and he now feels it. He drags me into the common room and slams the door. We just stay there in silence. "What the fuck did you think you were doing," he says. I laugh. "Is Draco getting jealous?" I ask. He storms over and grabs my neck. 

"From now on you stay the hell away from him, is that clear," he says. I nod. I storm out of the room. I decided to head over to the library, it was after hours so it was empty.

I heard someone across the room. It was Cassie. "Cassie?" I call out. "Oh Blair, you scared me!" Cassie said. "So, what's up?" I ask her. Cassie and I have been best friends forever. She was the Hufflepuff to my Slytherin. "Ok, what I am about to tell you must be kept a secret," Cassie giggled. "Ok.." I say. "It's from Lorenzo. He said he loved me," She squealed. "What! that's amazing," I say. She smiles. 

"So, how about you?" She asks. I needed to tell her whats going on. 

"It's Malfoy," I say. "wow, second name basis" Cassie giggles. "Yeah, he doesn't talk to me anymore, except if I talk to someone else. He sleeps in a different dorm than me, and I just can't take this anymore," I say. Cassie pulls me into a hug. "It will get better, I promise," She says. But will it?

I don't even know what to do. I can't talk to Draco. The only person I can really talk to is myself. "Stop stressing over this," Cassies giggles. I smile. She really can make anyone smile, in any situation. "I love you," She says. "I love you too."

I make my way back to my dorm in the dark halls. I bump into someone. It's him, Mattheo. "You really got to watch where your going Blair," his deep voice says. 

"Sorry," I mumble as I keep walking. He scoffs and goes his way. I don't need Draco flipping out at me again.

I opened the doors to our common room. It was dark but had a green glow. It was silent yet loud.

The stairs were long, and it was a climb to get up. I laid myself under my silk sheets. I had a lot to think about.

Hopefully, the morning is different.

Mattheos POV:

I saw her again. Instead of her talking to me, she walked by. Draco was controlling her. But I couldn't love her. There is no love in my body.

I strolled into the common room. It was similar to my home, very dark and quiet. I pulled my sheet over my head and went to bed, waiting for the day to come. Whatever mission im apart of better be important, schools hell.

I should find Snape tomorrow, he might know.

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