I sat there he was mad at me I know he was he wasn't going to talk to me any more I really fucked up.
The teacher had got a call for me I was to go to the counselors office.
This was great now I had to go talk to some guy about my feelings I didn't even put my name on his bored why am I being called up.
I walked in and seen tay why was she in here was this about the kiss oh my god I'm really gonna lose my best friend please not to day I would still have to face her everyday she was my room mate.
"Taylor something you would like to say"
"No its just going to make everything worse and she won't be able to look at me" she said and didn't look me in the face did I do something that bad.
"Tay please don't do this I need you" I grabbed at her leg almost in tears.
"Patty when we kissed this weekend" she posed I knew it she hated me now I will lose everything and I'm going to be the girl at the back of the class playing games to drowned out everyone. "I had wanted to do that since we where lil I've always loved you I remember when we where lil we would play house and you would be the mom and I the dad but somewhere in all that I fell for you I've only had one boyfriend and when he touched me I was relapsed. I've had a few girlfriends to make sure that I was lez and all I saw in them was you" while saying all this she was crying I sat there and held her.
"Tay why didn't you say anything" I continued rubbing her back to make her feel better.
Tay grabbed my hand and pulled me close kissing me the counselor just looked away as she was kissing me I whispered " I love you"
***
"I thought you hated me after that" I said as we walked home brad was mad ur me so we had no choice.
"Nah I couldn't if I tried" she laughed.
"Alright" we walked into the house.
As we went upstairs and tay was all over me she was soft and smelled of lavender. She pushed me onto the bed and bit my neck I moaned she knew what she was doing and I was still a virgin.
"Tay" I gasped.
"Yes beautiful"
"I'm not ready for this"
She pulled away from me she seemed inbarresed I pulled her in and kissed her she returened my kiss she was an amazing kisser.
"Let's watch a movie"
She nodded then picked out a movie she cuddled in bed with me and fell asleep when she was out I got on the Xbox to make sure brad wasn't mad at me.
-hey-
-what about your girlfriend she throw you away like you did i-
-please stop-
-why should i-
-I'm sorry shit happens-
-you could have told me last night over xbox-
-will you atlest stay my friend...... I can't lose you-
-a lil late for that-
-im sorry-
I cried and turned off my Xbox how could he do this he knows we both need each other.
I cried myself to sleep that night I had a girlfriend but I had lost the only real friend I had ever had since she left my life was half over no one exsepted lesbian girls and its not even like the story booked I like reading where everyone was loved by everybody.
