How was i even to talk to him again the idea was crazy he had no right to snap at me like that i dont see why he still loves me i left him for a woman isn't that a bad thing? either way if i wanted tayler back i had to talk to him i mean i still wanted to have him as a friend ugh why is life so fucking hard.
I never wanted to vomit so bad the thought of talking to brad gave me a bad pit in my tummy this was not going to be good. i picked up my phone and called him.
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"i thought you were done talking to me" i could hear the cold chill in his voice he had no reason to answer the phone after what happened i wouldn't have.
"i um" i couldn't think of what to say to him it was crazy what was i doing if i turn back now i can still go back to having no friends life was so much easier when i didn't have to worry about being with someone this is too much drama.
"if you don't have anything to say i'm just going to-"
"No" i cut him off but i wasn't even sure what to say next. "i'm.... i'm sorry" that was easier the i thought it would be"
"ok" his voice sounded so cold he hated me.
"do you hate me"
it was quite for a little bit i guess i cough him off grad "why" he hated me i know it but i have to fix things or Taylor is done with me.
"because i would hate me after what happened"
"you don't understand love then do you" his tone was so dry it scared me. "Patty" the passion was back in his voice when he said my name "i love you i could never hate you i can get upset with you and yes i am right now but i don't hate you couldn't if i tried"
"i'm sorry" that's all i could think to do right now there was nothing else i could think to say i made this boy fall in love with me and now I've broken him and he still stayed around what is wrong with me.
"why" he really sounded confused i guess I've been sorry for too much lately there's nothing i can do right. "patty please don't stop talking to me if i cant win you back then the next best thing will be to be your friend but i don't understand why your sorry you never really chose who you love"
"i'm sorry because i'm not who you should love" there was a silent pose and i just wanted to leave it at that i didn't want to talk " i think i'm going to go ill talk to you at school tomorrow"
"ok" i could hear the depression in his tone and the phone line when silent i sat it down and walked to my room. i thought i was home alone i was wrong Taylor was still here she was laying in bed headphones in listening to music i don't think she knew i was in the room because her eyes where closed and she was singing to all the songs she had such a pretty voice. i just stood in the door way i didn't want to mess with her she seemed happy sitting there in her long tee hair pulled into a messy bun her red hair falling out every where she was just so perfect. i gave up on keeping my space i had to touch her my body longed for her. i sat next to her in the bed and ran mu hand along her amazing jaw line she jumped she didn't know i was there i smiled and she smiled back.
she pulled her headphones off and smiled "how long have you been standing there silly" she was in a good mood.
"long enough" i smiled "i talked to him"
her smile grew bigger to this thought "are you guys friends again?" she laid her head in my lap.
"ya we are" i stopped and smiled at her undoing her hair so i could play with it. "so can we be us again?"
she sat up she was going to tell me no i knew it she took a deep breath and smiled really big at me getting up on her hands and knees maybe i was wrong she was going to kiss me she kept getting closer... "if you can catch me" she stood up and ran off. i smiled and got up and went after her she was so cute running threw the house as if it was a a game of tag she was always faster then me but it i would fallow her threw hell if i had to.
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"Taylor you know i cant keep up slow down" i pleaded i couldn't breathe i had to get to my inhaler. she stopped and ran back up stairs and in that time i had time to catch my breath. as she got back down the stairs i acted as if i still couldn't breathe she came over to me and i talked her to the floor " got you"
"not fair you cheated" she wined like a child she was adorable.
"no i couldn't breathe at first but i can now" i kissed her she tasted so sweet i missed this it had been forever since i kissed her we stayed lips locked for a good time on the floor until my brother came and he made it weird and we jut headed up stairs. she laid on the bed "i love you" i said as i crawled on top of her.
"i love you too" she smiled and pulled me down to kiss her.
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A/N
Hey guys me again! I'm so glad that you enjoyed the story and happy to see all of you guys adding it to your read list. I just want to let you guys know my next story to this one is up its called "My Nerdy Girlfriend Win Her Back" hope you guys read it and enjoy it as much as this one
