I remember the day I got caught. I had just got done getting anal by James. I miss his soft, tantalizing, intriguing, passionate, deep kisses 😞. We were getting ready to ♋️. Until I heard the words: "You have the right to remain silent. Anything you say can be used against you in court. You have the right to talk to a lawyer for advice before we ask you any questions. You have the right to have a lawyer with you during questioning. If you cannot afford a lawyer, one will be appointed for you before any questioning if you wish. If you decide to answer questions now without a lawyer present, you have the right to stop answering at any time."
That's what ruined my life. I knew Alyssa did it. She can't fucking take a joke. Like yeah I sold your mom, fucked your brother, cheated on you for years and stuff. But I did so much for her. I let her peg me, I gave her money, and I even explained my jokes to her. It doesn't even matter. She turned me in. She betrayed my trust. Now I'm in here for 15 years. What a whore.
Today is my first day. Cell 01 of South Block. Lockdown is 22:00-7:00. The first day was hard. So was I 😏. I got into so many fights with shirtless, muscular, attractive old men. Officer Bradbury was the nicest to me on the first day... if you know what I mean. Honestly, he was the best I ever had. Perfect amount of aggressive. He gave me something Alyssa and James couldn't. He even gave me some money. Hopefully he'll make my time here worth while.
I think I love him. He's been able to keep my operations going on the outside. Things are going great between us. I think I can envision a life for us in 15 years. I don't know how much longer I can keep this relationship from James.
