AHS Prefrence Book

What They Would Do If They Found Out You Self-Harmed

TW: Blood, Cutting, Razor blades

Murder House:

Violet Harmon: I was sitting in my room looking at the scars on my arm Violet was in the bathroom. I heard the door close and before I could pull the sleeves down on my sweatshirt I heard Violet gasp. She didn't know about the cuts I haven't cut since I meet her so all the scars were old. She walked over to the bed and said "Can I look at them?" I thought about it for a second then nodded. She grabbed my arm and looked down at my arm slowly running her fingers over my scars. I started tearing up and she looked up at me and wiped my tears and said "It's okay." I shook my head and said "No it's not." She rolled up her sleeves and I saw the scars on her arms and she said "Yeah it is because sometimes it is the only thing that makes you feel something." I smiled and said "I haven't done it since I met you because you make me feel things." She smiled and leaned in and kissed me.

Vivien Harmon: I was cooking myself dinner in my house I was wearing a tank top and shorts. I heard a knock on my door so I walked towards the door and looked through the peephole and saw Vivien. I opened the door and said "Hey. What are you doing here?" She smiled and said "I wanted to see you." I smiled and said "Well I'm cooking some dinner want to come in." She nodded and I opened the door wider so she could come in. She looked at my arm with a frown I looked down and realized because I was wearing a tank top that you could see the cuts on my arms. Vivien walked into the house and said "Can I ask why?" I looked down at the floor and said "They're really old. I haven't done it in forever and I only did it to try and make myself feel better." I started crying and she pulled me into a hug and said "It's okay babygirl." I sniffled and she kissed the top of my head.

Nora Montgomery: I was sitting in the basement. I had found a razor as I was walking around the house. I was in a secluded corner of the basement slowly dragging it across my arm until I saw blood. I jumped when I heard Nora say "Y/N what are you doing?" I turned to her and said "Um nothing." She tilted her head and said "That's a lie." I sighed and patted the spot next to me getting her to sit down. When she sat down I grabbed her hand and put the razor blade in it. She looked down at the razor blade then my arm and said "Why?" I sighed and said "I don't know." She nodded and said "Okay, but if you want to do it again come find me okay." I nodded and rested my head on her shoulder.

Billie Dean Howard: Me and Billie were walking around an outdoor mall. As we were walking I was swinging my arm and the sweatshirt that I was wearing got caught on the scars on my arm. I stopped walking and bit my fingernail trying not to show that I was in pain. Billie turned to me and said "Are you okay?" I nodded and shook my arm out while pulling the jacket away from my arm. I walked up to her and grabbed her hand. She rolled my sleeve up and looked down at my arm. I turned away and she said "Oh Y/N." I looked at her with tears in my eyes and she pulled me into a hug. I grabbed onto her shirt and she started whispering small calming sentences in my ear. I pulled away from the hug after a while and said "I'm sorry for crying on your shirt." She smiled and said "It's okay. You now if you feel the need to hurt yourself you can call me?" I nodded and said "Yeah I know." She smiled and kissed me then grabbed my hand and we started walking again.

Hayden McClaine: I was sitting on the stairs. I was sitting by myself because I didn't know where Hayden was. I was looking at some scars on my arm some from before I died some from after. I jumped when I felt a hand on my shoulder. I turned around to see Hayden. I looked up at her frightened and said "Hey Hayden how long have you me standing there?" She sat down next to me and said "Not long." I saw her looking at my arm and she said "When was the last time you cut?" I looked up at her and said "Um a week before I meet you. You make me feel like there is no reason to cut anymore." She smiled and kissed my forehead and said "Well I'm glad about that."

Asylum:

Lana Winter: I was sitting at my desk and picking at the scabs on my arms from old cuts. I didn't have any work at the moment so I got bored and started picking at my scabs. I was busy picking at the scabs that I didn't realize that Lana was standing at my desk until she said "Hey Y/N can I talk to you?" I looked up at her and saw that she was clearly looking at the scars. I smiled at her and said "Sure." She smiled and said "Great follow me." I stood up and followed her to her office. When we got to her office we walked in and she shut and locked the door behind us. She walked up to me and said "Let me see your arm Y/N." I placed my arm in her hand and she ran her fingers over the old marks. I looked down ashamed and she put her hand on my chin and said "Sweet girl look at me." I looked up at her and she kissed me. I smiled into the kiss and she said "I love you no matter what." I smiled and said "I love you too. Thank you Lana."