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Practice finally ended and we had all just finished packing up and cleaning up. I was waiting for our senpai's to finish showering while Yachi and Kiyoko-san were preparing dinner.
I was on my phone, listening to music while looking out the open window. The sky was dark and I could see many lights still on. It was an alluring scenery and I'm glad to be right next to the window.
"Hm? Do you have two phone's Hinata?" I hear, I take out an earbud and look at Yamaguchi who sits next to me while looking out the window.
"Yeah," I answer, "that phone I use for contacting people, mostly my sister. I just use this phone for whatever."
"Eh, why is that?" He asks.
"Well, it still works so why not keep using it." I grin and look back out the window. "It's amazing isn't it?" I ask and Yamaguchi hums in response.
"Hey Hinata?" I hum, "have you ever been in love?"
"Yeah, once when I was in middle school. Why?" I ask looking at Yamaguchi who scratched the back of his neck. "W-Well... how did you know? Like, how did you know you liked that person?"
I put my hand under my chin and thought for a moment, "well... you get this weird feeling whenever they're around I guess, and you feel really happy whenever you talk to them and whenever they're around." I explain.
"I see..."
"Why? Do you have someone you like?" I ask raising an eyebrow.
Yamaguchi chuckles and scratches the back of his neck, "w-well... I'm not really sure..." he answers, "but maybe..."
"Eh... well take your time, and maybe when you're ready to confess and ask them out, just be careful for who they are... you never know when they might stab you in the back." I say, my eyes travelling down at the ground.
I give him a sad smile.
"Oy! First years, bath is ready!" Ennoshita-senpai says before Yamaguchi could say anything.
"Finally!!" I exclaim and grab my change of clothes and a small bag before racing out of the room to the bathroom with Kageyama. Obviously, I won and that's my sixty-seventh win.
"Tch, I'll win again, boke!!" Kageyama yells and I smirk.
"Sure, I'll be sure to witness you lose!" I grin and begin to undress as soon as he finishes undressing. I then sneak in and go into the shower with a towel and small bag, instead of the bath. I quickly shower and once I was done I grab my towel and dry myself.
I then undo my bandages and look at my wounds, including the new ones. I take out my roll of bandages and wrap them around my wounds. and apply make up on my scars. Once I was done I put on black shorts and a white long sleeve shirt.
I hop out of the shower and bath and put my towel on my head while going back to the room where we are going to sleep. I put my small bag into my duffel bag and head to the mess hall, seeing Kiyoko and Yachi cutting vegetables.
"Hey!!" I exclaim.
"Hinata! What are you doing here?" Yachi asks with a smile.
"I came to see what you guys were making since I finished showering." I say and walk up to them, smelling the familiar scent of curry in the air. "Curry?"
"Yup!" Yachi smiles.
"Can I do anything to help Kiyoko-san?" I ask.
"Yes, could you set up the tables?" She asks with a small smile. I nod and return the smile. "The plates are in that cupboard and the chopsticks are in there."
"Ok!" I beam and go to the designated cupboard, placing plates on the table with the chopsticks on its sides. When I was done I hear Yachi yelp when the pan sets on fire, I rush over to her side and turn the heat down as well as toss the chicken up and mixing it.
"Wow Hinata, didn't know you could cook." I hear Kiyoko-san say.
I chuckled, "I cook for my sister everyday." I say and move out the way so that Yachi could continue making the curry.
It didn't take long for the food to cook and the rice too. Soon the food was ready and everyone flooded the mess hall. We all formed a single line as Kiyoko put rice on our plates and Yachi put curry.
Once we all got our food we all sat down. "Thanks for the food!!" We exclaimed in unison and stuffed our faces. "Kiyoko-san, Yachi!! These so delicious!!" I hear Noya-san and Tanaka-san exclaim.
"Simps." I hear Tsukishima mutter under his breath and I look at him. He notices me looking at him and stares back. "What?" He asks.
"That's not very nice y'know?" I ask.
He simply rolls his eyes and continues eating. "Hey!! Don't ignore me!" I huff but he still ignores me making me pout, but I smile. I don't even know why I'm smiling. I shake my head and continue eating.
Soon enough we all finished eating and sadly, it was the first years to do the dishes. Well, it's no problem for me, I always have to do the dishes back at home. We finished in no time and not long after brushing our teeth and discussing the plans for tomorrow we were all in bed with the lights out.
While everyone else was asleep, I couldn't.
I've never been able to sleep right away, or sometimes even sleep at all. All because of these thoughts that run in my mind almost all the time, and because of him. Every night he goes into my room drunk and does those things to me.
It's disgusting.
Revolting.
I turn to face the wall and curl into a ball, grabbing my head with both my hands I screw my eyes shut as those events flash into my mind.
'You look like her...'
'Look at you, you disgusting slut.'
'Wow, to think you'd get hard from that.'
It's almost like I could feel his touch, even if he's not here.
My breathing escalates and I throw the blanket off me. I tremble and cover my mouth to stop myself from letting out any sobs. Slowly, I stand up and quietly walk over to my back where I grab my razor and some bandages.
