Nobody Compares {Niall Horan Fanfaction}

Big Announcements.

[Chapter 3]

"Jim come here!"

I screamed at my little brother who was holding my diary over the toilet. Kevin walked in and I just pointed to Jim.

"Tell your son to give me my diary now!"

"JIM. GIVE ME HER DIARY RIGHT NOW."

Jim hoped off of the top of the sink and walked over slamming my diary onto the floor.

"How did he even get it? It was down stairs! In my room!"

I yelled at Kevin with all the voice I had. Jim stood there sticking his tongue out at me. I did not like Jim, or Jack going into my room because they always ruined something or stole something. I was scared that they read it because in it, it said I was pregnant.

"Actually I got it from mom and dads room fart booger!"

My jaw dropped to the floor. I pointed to Jim and shook my head.

"What did you just say? Your a liar! Why would it be in their room? It is my diary! I can't believe you-"

"I took it."

Before I could finish my sentence my mom appeared in the bathroom. She took the diary out of Kevin's hands. She walked away and I ran after her. She went into her room and I locked the door.

"Mom why-"

"Is there something you want to tell me Courtney?"

I couldn't tell if she meant what I tried so very hard to keep a secret to her. It's not like this was the first big secret I have kept from her and told Cassie. However it was different because I knew I could not lie about it. I was pregnant and there was no more hiding the fact.

"Lets just see what you have kept from me."

She opened my diary to about the middle. She began reading.

"When you were twelve you wrote 'I hate everyone. My sister is the only one who could keep a secret. My wrists are an example of how I hate my life.' When you were thirteen and you lost all that weight 'Cassie says I should stop throwing up. I don't know if I should.' Shall I continue?"

These were both true. When I was in junior high I went through depression and did not tell anyone but Cassie. I felt my eyes getting watery. I bit my lip forcing the tears to disappear.

"Oh and the best of all. I don't even think I should read it. Lift your shirt up."

"W-what? Mom- I"

"Now Courtney."

I bit my lip harder. I could have sworn it was bleeding. I tried my best to not cry but I guess it wasn't working. I felt a tear drip from my left eye. I looked down and shook my head.

"I am so sorry mom."

"Is it true? Are you-"

"I'm pregnant mom. I am so sorry. I will completely understand if you never ever want to talk to me again. I am such a bad person. I am such a bad influence to Cassie, and even Jillian. I am so sorry!"

I sat on my mom's bed and buried my face into my hands. I whimpered and I could feel the tension grow in the room.

"Court. You have been a great influence all your life to Cassie. If you truly wanted to make Jillian believe you are a good influence you should at least try to get along with her brothers and father. This didn't surprise me. I found this two weeks ago. I was just waiting for you to tell me. I love you sweetie and trust me I will help you through this."