I Love When It Rains...

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(Song inspired chapter! This chapter is inspired by Agoraphobic by CORPSE)
(And Trigger Warning for a Gory Flashback)
|Story Starts Here|
Dreams POV

I was so tired yesterday was so boring I was laying in my bed where I was waiting for him "Sapnapppp..." I said as I lay there
Sapnap POV
I was doing my daily things as I sing my favorite song

Yeah, yeah, hey

'Cause I can't do shit right, I can't learn my lesson
I can't do shit right, take anti-depressants
Illness and welfare robbed my adolescence
My friends probably hate me, can't answer a message
Filled with anxiety, always be hidin' me
Feelin' inadequate's always what's driving me 🎶
I was singing so loudly I was so caught up on my work I suppose...
Dream POV
I heard SapNap singing? It was his habbit so I didnt said anything at all but he sings so good WHAT am I thinking?! Im not a simp am I?
Sapnap POV
I kept singing as I did all of my work
🎶Not a role model, that's not what I strive to be
Can't go outside, I'm afraid they be finding me
Paranoid 'bout my privacy, yeah
And they always askin' questions 'bout my face, can't relate
Fuckin' caught my own reflection, broke a mirror the other day
Got a lot of bad shit that I'm taking to my grave🎶
George POV
I heard sapnap sing and I said "Do you hear that Dream?" Dream just nodded I was impressed
Sapnap POV
🎶Got a fuckin' date with death, on house arrest 'til trial date
So I grab the red wine, on rainy days and then I pour it
'Cause I'll age another fuckin' thousand days before I know it
Yeah, I'll spend 'em all inside, waste my time while I'm scrollin'
But I love when it rains 'cause I'm agoraphobic 🎶
I sang without care in the world just... Singing
~Flashback (still in Sapnaps POV)~
I looked at the scenery in front of me blood and lots of dead bodys why... Why this happens to the good ones
I started having a panic attack
~End of Flashback~
Dream POV
"Sapnap! Can you hear me?!" I feel sapnap shift his head "Oh! Thank God! Are you ok?"
Sapnap POV
I just nodded to Dream getting up
"Let me know when something happens ok?" Dream said
I nodded again looking out the window...
When Dream left I kept singing
🎶I'm not okay, I'm not okay
I'm not okay, I'm not okay
What's the point? I'm not okay
What's the point? I'm not okay
This shit is fuckin' difficult🎶
(A/N: 444 words thanks for reading)

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⏰ Last updated: Jan 13, 2021 ⏰

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