The book will not end til I'm on chapter 70 so we have a while
Ava POV
The doctors pulled this cover over me and I gt scared
What if Lamar comes out a stillborn
After a while I heard Lamar cry for a second and then it stopped
"Hurry up he needs to get checked"
Then they ran out with Lamar and the stiched my stomach up
Naomi POV
While I was waiting for the doctor I looked online for a house and a job.I don't wanna be a weeding planer anymore I'm going to try to do something that helps people but I found a nice home.I still have money from my foster mom
May she rest in peace
"So Naomi" Aunt Anna said
"How are you and Kyle"
"We just hang out that's all nothing big"
"That's what you say.Naomi how do you still feel about Derwin"
Damn I forgot about him
"Even after all the shit" then Aunt Anna popped me on my hand
"Don't cuss at me"
I rolled my eyes
Can't wait til I turn 20
"Sorry but even after what he did to me I still don't know how I feel about him.I hurt me 2 times and let a girl beat me up until our child died and he just sat there" tears were about to fall out my eyes just thinking of it and Aunt Anna put her hand on my back
"I don't know how I feel I loved him and I don't know if I still do but I know Kyle likes me and I don't wanna have to pick which guy I like the most"
"Naomi I know how it feels"
"You do"
"Naomi let me tell you a story.I was with this guy and me coming from Africa I was still trying to learn English and he was a nice white guy.All the black guys did not want me they wanted a light skin girl and hell its like that now.But that man loved me until he messed up and he was cheating on me with this girl and we were together for 4 years then I met this guy who was mixed and we were becoming friends but I heard the the first guy I had had got Cancer"
Aunt Anna was about to cry and I could tell
"And I saw him and he still loved me and 2 weeks later he was in the hospital bed and his very last words to me was "I love you so much.You changed my life and I can't wait to see you again" he gave me a kiss and slowly died"
I wanted to cry so hard.I never knew she went threw that
"What about the second guy"
"I got pregnant and once I told him he told me to kill the baby and I was not going to do that so he paid a man to try to kill the baby and it worked and soon after he got killed in a hit and run."
"I'm so sorry Aunt Anna"
"Its OK TT he man I'm with now is very nice I want you to met him soon but first I want you to think who do you want more Kyle or Derwin.I'm going to get some chips I'm going to bring you some back"
Then like that she walked off
Who do I want
