Falling in love with the nanny

Chapter 35

(a/n: shout out to @MarissaOrlando thank you for reading and for always voting:) hopefully I got your @ right😭)

Y/n POV:

Doctor: mrs Camacho there's a low chance that Yashua will make it but we will try our best

With that the doctor goes back into Yashuas room, evelin was comforting Richard and my dad had to leave for some business reasons

Christopher came and so did Erick and zabdiel, I saw Chris texting someone and he kept on looking back and forth at me and his phone

My legs started twitching and I was biting my nail and my eyes were puffy zabdiel came towards me and hugged me and said

"nena stop biting your nails it's bad, and calm down Yashua is going to be okay he's strong we need to have faith that'll he'll make it, okay?"

I nod and stop biting my nails then Chris comes "y/n I know this is a bad timing but I feel like you and Joel have some talking to do"

i scoffed and said "are you kidding me right now, I have nothing to talk about with Joel"

"Y/n yes you do and you know it, why else do you still have those pictures of him, why else did you freeze when you saw him, why else do you still talk about him, hmm?"

"Chris i-"

"Just admit it you still have feelings for Joel but you love Yashua but your feelings for Joel never left"

"Chris ya basta can't you see that she's not in the right state of mind right now, first let's go through this Yashua thing and then we will get to that" zabdiel says angry

We then see a number of nurses and doctors running to Yashuas room, I freaked out so I immediately got up and was about to start running before zabdiel grabbed me

"No stop Yashua please" I say trying to make zabdiel let go of me while I started crying

~20 minutes later~

Doctor: I'm sorry but we tried everything Yashua won't be able to make it, he has a few minutes left

Everyone pushed me, Richard and his parents to go see Yashua, we went into his room and there he was laying down we all started crying

Yashuas mom was hugged by her husband crying while Richard was by Yashuas side holding his hand and I was on his other side holding his hand and playing with his hair

"I'm sorry y/n I'm not strong enough please forgive me"

"No baby don't say that, you are very strong don't worry about us go Rest In Peace we love you and we will never forget you"

"Can I get a kiss first" he says I lean down and kiss him and we all hug him together and then he talks to my belly

"daddy will always watch over you, and all of you too, I love you guys" and with that Yashua left us

I started crying not letting go of his hand
"We'll be together again I know it" I say rubbing my belly

We had to go out and we told everyone that Yashua had passed away, evelin runs to Richard zabdiel runs to me and Chris stays in shook and falls to the seat, Erick runs to Chris's side and hugs him

Later we went home I didn't want to stay alone so I told vivi to come over and so she came Chris stayed too, we were watching some tv and then the news came on

" singer Yashua Camacho brother of Richard Camacho died today at 6:45 due to a gun shot"

It showed a picture of Yashua when he was smiling and then pictures of him kissing my belly and all

I ran to my room and slammed the door then a picture of me and Joel falls

(Joel and y/n)

I laughed at the picture this picture was taken the day he stayed in my room and threw a pillow at me maybe Chris is right maybe my feelings for Joel never really left

I didn't realize that I was crying even more now, this is wrong though Joel shot Yashua

I went out of the room and looked at Chris "I think that you're right my feelings for Joel never really left"

Vivi looked at me and said "honey of course they aren't you still have those pictures of him and you don't think I've heard you crying looking at them? We all knew you still have feelings for him even Yashua knew"

"Vivi but I can't he shot Yashua it's wron-"

"Because if he didn't you and everyone you love would have gotten hurt badly" Chris cuts me off

"What do you mean" I say

"Y/n I think you should talk to Joel about that, I already said to much"

"Chris what do you know"

"Y/n like Chris said talk to Joel it's not our place to tell you, call him his number is still the same"

I nod and walk into my room and get my phone I look at the screen and see Joel's contact my finger is floating over it

Should I call him?
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