Chapter 12

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JOEL'S POV:
I felt y/n lips on mine and I naturally reacted to them we started making out when she suddenly slips her tongue into my mouth I didn't know what to do so I did the same

After a while our lips separated and she looked away shyly I grabbed her chin so that she would face me and give her a small peck on the lips

"No need to be shy princess" I say to her she smiles at me and god I love that smile I'm afraid that I might have fallen for her before she was even mine

She's so beautiful and amazing I cant wait to be the reason of that smile that laugh to make her happy and I can't imagine me hurting her and if I ever do that'll be a stupidity that I've committed

Y/N POV:
"Y/n can I ask you a question? You don't have to answer it only if you want too" Joel said to me "oh um sure" I say looking at him smiling

"Why are you scared of commitment?"

My smile on my face faded and I looked away "no don't answer it I can tell you don't wanna talk about it" he says to me I can tell he regretted asking me that the moment my smile faded

"No it's okay I think it's time for me to talk about it" I say to him not being able to look him in the eye

"Are you sure? I don't want to pressure you"
"Yeah it's fine"

I take a deep breath and face him and say "The reason of why I'm scared is because the definition of love that I grew up with wasn't the pretty one"

"What do you mean?"

"My sister was always fighting her husband growing up, my brother suffered because of his girlfriend she used him cheated on him and played him, my other brother the same thing his girlfriend used him cheated on him and made him think that she loved him and she needed up cheating on him with his own best friend"

"And my parents?" I start laughing and and I feel my eyes water up " my parents would always fight i grew up watching my mom cry because of my dad and that's nothing" I say wiping the tears off my face

"He cheated on her more than once and I-I was the one who caught him..two times" Joel come towards me and hugs me "look I can't say I relate and I get you because I really don't but I can say that all of that is in the past"

He gives me a kiss on my head "it's okay princess ya no llores amor"

"Estoy bien Joel, I just had that balled up inside and I finally let it out and god it feels so great to let it out" i say giving him a light laugh wiping all the tears away and i look up at him and he gives me a light smile

JOEL'S POV:
She's been through some rough things and I can't imagine being in her position and finding all of these things and growing up with them

I wanna teach her that there's good love out there like the one I have for her that I love want her to feel and she can forget all of the bad things and feelings

Because I think I've fallen for you..y/n

y/n

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