I Love You, Fred.

7. He's back.

The triwizard tournament almost finished. We were waiting till the candidates were back from the maze with one holding the cup. I didn't know what to expect. They were gone for a long time and there was not one sign of them coming back. But it was just a maze, what could go wrong in a fucking maze? Fred and George held a bet. Fred putted his galleons on Harry and George on Viktor Krum.

We waited a long time when finally the candidates came back. Well... Harry came back with the cup and the music started to play. George gave his galleons to Fred with a dissappointed face. Fred had such a big smile and I laughed. But it was weird, Harry layed down and cried. I first couldn't see why but after a moment I saw Cedric Diggory. The Hufflepuff boy layed down and not a single limb moved. After that I realised what was wrong... Cedric Diggory died. His father jumped out of his chair and ran to his son.

"That's my son!!! That's my boy!!!" He shouted and cried.

I felt so bad. And I even said what could go wrong.

I didn't knew Cedric very well. But he was a sweet boy with such a big heart for others. I got a lump in my throat. This was such a tragic moment. Painfull. Fred and George looked at Harry and Cedric in disbelief and so was I. Even Malfoy looked shocked. I leaned my head on Fred shoulder and processed the things that just happend. Fred stroked my hair and told me it was okay. But I just felt so bad for the others. Cho also ran up to him crying. Harry got removed by Madeye Moody.

We were back in the common room. Everyone was shocked and there was this unpleasent silence. I layed down with my head on Fred his lap and looked at the ceiling. I didn't know the ceiling could be so interesting. Most people didn't even ate in the evening. Neither did I. I didn't even said Fred goodnight. I just shambled to my dorm and fell asleep really quick.

The next day

We got told in the morning that we needed to go to the great hall. Dumbledore held a speech.

"Today we acknowledge a really terrible loss. Cedric Diggory was, as you all know, exceptionally hard working, infinitely fair-minded, and most importantly, a fierce, fierce friend." He said.

Everyone looked sober. Some people were fighting back there tears and Dumbledore continued.

"Therefore, I feel you have the right to know exactly how he died." Everyone was looking at eachother and began whispering a bit. But not for long. "You see, Cedric Diggory was murdered, by Lord Voldemort. The Ministry of Magic does not wish me to tell you this. But not to do so I feel would be an insult to his memory. Now the pain we all feel at this dreadful loss reminds me, and, reminds us, that though we may come from different countries and speak in different tongues, our hearts beat as one. In light of the recent events, the bonds of friendship made this year will be more important than ever. Remember that, and Cedric Diggory will not have died in vain. You remember that, and we'll celebrate a boy who was kind, and honest, and brave, and true. Right to the very end." He stopped speaking.

People were shocked and scared. I looked at Fred who seemed scared aswell. He looked at me and we stared in eachothers eyes. You could see the fear in his eyes.

"What the fuck is going to happen. I- is h- he really... back?" I heard myself saying.

"I- I don't know y/n..." Fred mumbled in fear.

I sighed. I hoped it was all a dream but it was not. Goosebumps were all over my body. Me and Fred left the great hall together. Everyone was still eating but we were done. I didn't ate much because I felt ill. He took me outside and we went to the shriek lake and sat there. I wriggled myself in Freds arms till is sat comfortable. We talked a bit about life and our family. I LOVE his family. They are so caring. I told about my mom who is a muggle and my dad a wizard. And that i have such a loving family aswell. He smiled at me.

"Are you scared y/n." He said soft. "That youknowwho might be back?"

I sigh, "Ofcourse, nobody knows what is going to happen. I mean we are in the end of our 4th year and we already deal with the darkest wizard of all times... probably" I said and I look in his eyes. "Hey, it's okay to be scared you know. Shall we go back to pack our stuff?"

"Yes, let's do that. Come." He said.

He grabbed my hand and took me back to the castle where everbody was greeting eachother and leaving the castle on their way to Hogsmeade station. I packed my suit case and also left the castle with Fred and George. Hermione, Harry and Ron also walked with us and talked about Voldemort. Harry wasn't afraid to say his name.

I sat next to Fred and George in the train. The trio sat in the train cabin in front of ours. We didn't talk much in the beginning of the trip. Fred played a little bit with my hair while I staring out of the window and I layed my head on Fred his shoulder.

"Promise me you guys will write me..." I said slowly.

"We will write you as much as we can" they said both while smiling at me.

"Excellent! I will send letters to you guys aswell! My owl is brown with a white head. It's a eagle owl. His name is Rabbit by the way, for if he doesn't listen to you guys." I said happy.

The twins seemed a bit confused. "You have an owl called Rabbit?" Said Fred while laughing a bit.

"Yeah, long story short, it was the first name I came up with. I did not know an another name okay."

We laughed and arrived on king's cross station. I saw my parents and gave Fred a kiss.

"I'm gonna miss you Freddie." I said while looking a bit sad.

"I'm going to miss you aswell, do you want something to prank your parents?" He asked.

"No thank you, my parents will get furious." I said while laughing.

I kissed him goodbye and left the train.

"Wait!" Fred yelled.

I looked behind me and saw Fred running towards me.

"I- I want to ask you something..."

He seemed nervous... really nervous actually if you ask me. With a curious look i look at him.

"Ask away"

"Well the past few months were lovely and I was thinking if you want to be my girlfriend." He said while smiling a bit nervous but confident as well.

I smiled, but believe me... I was SCREAMING inside.

"I would love to." And I held his hands.

He give me one last kiss before I left. It was long but with passion.

With such a big smile I walked towards my parents and hugged them tight. I told them I was happy to see them again and that I had a lot of stories to tell them. They said they were curious. They took me with them and we left king's cross station with happiness.