So this is a explanation and vent, i need to get my feelings out and i feel like i can tell you all what is happening.
So my grandparents do really like me because of the fact that I'm gay, they are very religious and they think that being gay is a sin( not all Christians think that it's just a few) so they aren't really supportive of me. This Christmas we were opening presents from them and they had gotten me a Bible, normally this would be whatever but when my dad started reading through it and it had the anti gay versus in it, this made me very upset because it was saying that gay people were abominations and mistakes and should be burned to death, this is very upsetting since they knew it was in there, my mom said that my grandma was "worried" about me and wants me to join church or some shit, but i don't think she is i think she just wants me to believe that I'm not normal, that I'm not ok and that in need help because of something i can't change. ( Here's a bit of background for all of you)I've had experience's with church and religion before and they aren't good ones, my grandparents always took me, my brother and my cousins to church with them all the time, but when I figured out that I liked girls and that i I'm nonbinary i felt like if they found out that they would hurt or do something to me since I heard them preaching about how wrong the LGBTQ+ community was in the past. Anyways my dad wanted to talk to them and i wanted to talk to them as well, my dad said that i shouldn't be involved in this but he said that i could write a letter and he could read it to them, he feels like it's important for me to get my feelings out to them and it's also good for him because he can also talk about how he feels about it. We have to wait to talk to them because my dad wants me to think about how to write this and he also wants me to talk to my therapist about this so she can help me with some built points that should be included on the letter.
( Authors note: so yeah thats why I'm going to be gone for a while, please don't worry about me I'll be ok. I also wanted to say that my commissions, asks, and requests for my one shot book are closed untill i come back, I'm sorry if you wanted to request anything but i need time to do this, also i won't be updating any of my books at this time, except for my one shot since I do have a request that i need to get done)
