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BILLIES POV:
It's been a week since y/n started surgeries
I miss her
A lot
I can't even be in the same room with her because she might die
Do you know how much I hate my self
Well
A LOT
I can't keep in touch with her all I do is I stare at her from that window she dosent even fucking talk

The doctor came
"Hi Billie,as I said y/n had a 65% of dying"he paused my heart skipped a beat
Then started beating fast
"Well....
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Alive but....... she's in a coma"

I started crying,like really hard like full on sobing
"We made an invention and it's this t.v and you can see what she's dreaming if you want to call it like that"he smiled weekly
I run to my room just to think and I locked my room door turned on my LED lights and turned my speaker volume all the way up and just sat on my bed to write on my journal

December 29 2020
I've been good but the love of my life isn't shes in a coma but I'm grateful that she's alive I'm kinda happy,they told me I can see what she's dreaming of which is kinda good but not I don't know what she'll dream of and I'm going to find out really soon.

I went into her room as quiet as possible since she just finished surgery and the last time I came here things didn't go as planed I sat on a chair close to her bed .

"Hey baby"I say slowly and calmly
Nothing happened to her heart beat
Great
"I'm gonna touch your hand I won't hurt you my love "I slowly intertwined our fingers

The doctor not long after came with the machine and hooked it up to her slowly

First it was black I kept talking
"I'm so proud of you baby and I'm so sorry for what I did"I say not taking my eyes off the machine
There was something there kinda blurry
It was me abusing her in the basement I think it was blurry because she was crying
A tear slept down my eye
"I really am sorry"
"I have to tell you something and I hope you take it as I plans too if not I completely understand..........Um y/n I like you like a lot I think of you 25/8"
The machine had my face on it but it was from the past and I was smiling

I smiled through the tears even though I was sobing

"The doctors discovered a machine where I can see what your seeing right now,it's really cute"I giggle

Butterflies were now on the screen
I smiled
"I hope that I can make it up to you when you wake up"
"Finneas knew you can make it and you made it I am so fucking proud y/n ........I brought you a cake as a sorry but I hope you wake up so you can eat it"I giggle

Letters started to form on the screen
She's trying to communicate back

It was in a really messy handwriting since it's in her head out it said




I ᒪIKᗴ YOᑌ TOO ♥︎

I started crying like crying crying like full on sobing my eyes out

"I'm gonna leave you alone now...I love you"

I saw the screen again

IᒪYT

I smiled to myself and kissed her forehead butterflies turned on the screen again




𝐈 𝐚𝐦 𝐟𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐡𝐞𝐫






𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐢𝐦 𝐟𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥 𝐝𝐞𝐞𝐩

I love you y/n

𓆉HI BABES THIS SUCKS ASS BUT I MADE THIS LETS SEE WHERE IM GOING WITH THIS STORY I LOVE YOU STAY SAFE ❤︎

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