Supernatural Cast And Character Imagines, Preferences, & Spice

Imagine #3: Sam

Imagine Sam, Dean, and Castiel talking to you for the first time since your suicide attempt.

You walk out of your bedroom for the first time in three days. It's been three days since you slit your wrists in the bathroom hoping that you would just bleed out and die. You hope you could just spare your boyfriend, Sam, the misery of being with you. Spare your best friend, Dean, the misery of knowing you. And sparing everyone that "loves" you the misery as well. You had on one of Sam's grey hoodies. The sleeves pulled down past your hands. Your bare feet slapped the ground as you walked towards the main room. As you approached, all conversation ceased and all eyes turned to look at you. Sam walked towards you and cupped your cheeks. You tried to avoid his eyes.

"Look at me baby," He whispers. You slowly look up at him.

"I'm sorry Sammy. I let all the death and suffering get to me. Kevin died and- and- He was like my brother. And he was killed by an Angel that gave his life for Cass," Sam looked at you with sad eyes as did Dean and Cass. "But please yell or scream or whatever, just don't look at me like that. Please,"

"You want me to yell?" Dean asked "Fine. You want me to scream? Fine. I'll do that too," He continued. "Why in the hell would you harm yourself?!" You look at Dean.

"I- I- I wanted to let you out of a never ending contract with me. I fuck up every hunt. I convinced Gadreel to possess my lover. I'm basically a liability. I will end up getting one of you killed. And I- I- I thought that you wouldn't miss me," You answer saying the last part quietly enough that Sam and Dean didn't hear you but Cass did.

"What do you mean by we wouldn't miss you?" He asked, making Dean's eyes widen.

"Wouldn't miss you?" Dean asked. "Y/N/N," He sighed. "You're the only one who can calm me down quickly. It takes Sam longer than you and Cass combined. Before Sam met you he had no idea how to get over Jess. He was broken. You helped Cass get a hang of being human. You've saved our asses more times then I can count since we met you. We would miss you so much," As he was talking tears were coming to your eyes. Sam wrapped his arms around you as you buried your head into his chest as you started crying. He placed his chin on your head as he squeezed his eyes shut to keep himself from crying as well. You sniffled as you feel Sam pull you from his chest and tilting your head up so he can look at you.

"Marry me Y/N. I love you so much and Dean, Cass, and I need you. So marry me," He said. You nodded and kissed him as you heard Dean chuckle.