Reassurance

Chapter one:A night

In the dead of night Azula lay in her bed still awake.She was drowning in thoughts of her miserable past and her mistakes.She lay in room thinking about why people "forgave".She thought of her self as a monster who thrived on others pain.She had no one in her life.She was drowning in deep cold sea of loneliness and anger.She was angry.Not at other but herself.Those mistakes took peoples loved ones away.They took lives away.She had been so selfish it disgusted her.She turned around to face the wall as she felt tears of rage streaming down her face like a lake.
She heard Ty lee's footsteps coming into her room.She quickly wiped her tears
"Azula are you awake?"Ty lee asked
"Umm yeah"Her voice began to crack as she tried to stop the tears from spilling out her eyes.
Ty lee got closer to her.Azula quickly covered her face with the blanket
"Can I sleep with you my room is really cold."She asked
"How is my room warmer?"She asked as she was struggling to keep herself together
"Because your s fire bender and I'm not"She said accompanied with a awkward laugh.She was lying through her teeth.She knew that something was wrong and Azula wasn't telling her.
"Um ok"She was hesitate but she couldn't say no to her.Ty lee is the only person who she can not lie to.
"Thank you!"She jumped onto the bed.Her heart was exploding with joy.She was one step closer to figuring out why she is hiding something from her.Most part of the reason she wanted to sleep in the same bed as her was because Azula was clearly not ok and the other part was that Ty lee wanted to feel her cold breath running and spireling down her neck.She wanted to hear her voice as soon as she woke up.
She lept onto the bed and underneath the blanket
"What's wrong?"she asked
"Nothing"
"Are you sure?"She softly spoke as she put her head on Azula's chest.
"Ty lee I said I'm fine"She pushed the girls head off of her chest.She didn't want to be seen crying.She felt weak and vonarble.
"Ouch"She said.She wasn't about to give up.She placed her head on her chest.She felt/heard Azula's heart beat.
"Ty lee get off"She tried to push her head off again but she didn't budge.
"I'm not gonna get off until you tell me why your crying"She said stubbornly.
"I'm not crying"She insisted
"OH really?"She said sarcastically.She put her warm hand on Azula's cold face and wiped away one of the tears
"STOP"She shouted as she grabbed Ty lee's hand and pushes her hand off "Get off"It was getting harder to keep the tears from streaming down her pale cold face.
"No"She was being stubborn
"I SAID GET OFF!"She pushed Ty lee off of herself and tears of anger flooded her face.
Ty lee realised that she had pushed her too far.She felt bad.
"I'm so sorry I"Before she can finish Azula interrupted.
"Just shut it and sleep"She turned the opposite way from Ty lee.She felt rage.The same type of anger that she felt for her father.
"I'm sorry I didn't mean to"She apologised profusely.Floods of guilt started washing up on her mind.
Azula didn't respond.She ignored her.She got closer to her ear and whispered "I'm sorry i just wanted to help but tell me once you want to"She kissed her hair and whispered "Good night,I love you"She turned the opposite way from Azula.For hours she heard Azula's quiet sobs.She wanted to help but at the same time she knew that it would be best for her to be alone for a while
"Me too"Azula whispered.She still had tears streaming down her face still.She turned around to face Ty lee but realised that Ty lee was facing the other way.She kissed the back of her head
Ty lee sat up on the bed"I'm going back to my-''She was interrupted.
Azula got up and sat up on the bed.She grabbed Ty lee's hand just as she got up "No stay just sleep here"She blurted out on accident
"No its fine you should sleep"she said with a smile
She held her hand tighter and said "Please I will forgive you just stay"She said shamefully.She felt ashamed that she was asking someone to sleep in the same bed as her yet she just wanted for her to stay.She felt that the only one she truly cared about was her beloved friend.
She sighed and got back into her bed.
"Thank you Ty lee"She said.She turned the opposite way from Ty lee.She felt Ty lee's breath running down her neck as the non bender looked at her eyes and wiped away the tears.
"I'm not sure why your crying but just know that i care about you and you can trust"She put her head on her chest.She heard her heart beat.
"I know that Ty lee"She felt her eye lids close.She felt herself going into a dream state.She opened her eyes and saw Ty lee still staring at her without blinking.
"Why you staring at me"She said with a laugh.
"I just zoned out sorry"She said "I love you I really do"
"More than a friend?"she asked jokingly.
"That's not important"
"I'm sorry what?!"She said surprisingly.There was a part of her that wanted Ty lee to say yes but the other part felt the opposite as she thought that this would screw up their friendship.
"Do you want me to be honest or lie?"She asked but at this point she was half asleep
"Honesty"She said.
"Ok here we go"She cleared her throat and took a deep breath "Umm"She sighed"Ummm I"She cleared her throat "I"She sighed "Yes"She said.She got sat up on the bed and said "Can you just get up for a moment?"She asked
Azula heard how serious Ty lee was and she sat up.She looked in her eyes and said "Wait turn on the lamp on the desk"
"Ok"Ty lee got off the bed.She slowly walked to her table.She stood there for a moment and contemplated wether she wanted to tell her the truth or not.She thought that if Azula didnt feel the same way it could ruin their friendship.She took a deep breath and turned on the light.
She walked back to bed and got underneath the blanket.She felt Azula's body heat.
"Its better if you tell me when I can see your face"Azula said with a smile.Her amber eyes were shining brighter than ever.Her eyes had a tint of gold so rare and beautiful that Ty lee felt as though she could look at for hours on end. "Tell me the truth"
Ty lee didnt respond she was to busy looking at her golden eyes.She couldn't take her eyes off.Her moon bright skin.Her pink lips that looked so soft she just wanted to kiss them.The way Azula makes Ty lee feel made her so desperate for her to touch her.
"Forgive me"She whispered as she went closer to Azula's lip.She laid her gentle lips onto hers.
Azula stood there in shock.It wasn't the type of shock were you want the other person stop kissing you but a type of shock that she wanted her to do it more often.
Ty lee pulled away and said "I'm sorry i just-"Before she could finish her sentence Azula kissed her.Ty lee's face went bright red from her blushing.She felt her soft lips.A rush of satisfaction ran through her whole body.
Azula didnt know why she did that but if strangely felt good to her.She liked the feeling and thought of Ty lee's lips against hers.The though of her brought a rush of pleasure to herself.

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Ty lee strangely wanted to go feather.All the people she has kissed hasn't felt as good as Azul.Ty lee hesitated.She wanted to ask if she wanted to go feather.Ty lee stoped kissing her and said "Do you want to go-?"She asked but was interrupted.
"Do you?"She wasn't sure.She strangely wanted to.
"Yeah."She said excitedly.The same rush of joy that she felt coming into her room had came.She felt beyond happy and excited"Wait have ever done it?"She asked
At first Azula hesitated but decided to tell the truth"Umm nooo"She said
"Ok but it might hurt so just get comfortable"She said honestly . "Ok lay on your back and put your head a bit up ok?"Her heart was racing
"Ok"She layer on her back and help her head up.
"Ok good now take off your clothes"She said "I should have told you take off your clothes before hand but if u don't wanna take off every piece of your clothing just take off your trousers and everything your wear on the bottom half"
"Ok but just go slow please"She gently asked
"Ok but just one round because its late"
Azula got up and took off her clothes
"Now lay on the bed again"She said gently
Ty lee said "Ok wait just get comfortable in any way you can just make sure your comfortable"Ty lee said as she got up and off the bed
"Wait your leaving?"
She started laughing"No im just gonna take off my clothes"She said with a wide smile.Her eyes were closing
"You seem like your life is out of balance"Azula said with a awkward laugh.She felt embarrassed as soon as she said that
"No im just tired"She said as she took the last piece of her clothing off.She got back into the bed and got on top of Azula "Ok you ready?"
"Fuck yeah"She was excited.
Ty lee kissed her again but this time it felt batter.Ty lee started kissing her neck.
"You taste like strawberries"She kissed Azula's lips again.She moved her hand from Azula's face to right above her chest.She gave a smile and said "I'm not to good at this but I'm sure you will enjoy this"She started kissing her neck again but slowly started   moving to her chest.Just as she was above it she kissed her lips again
"I'm just teasing you"Ty lee said.Ty lee started whispering "Don't worry just relax your body and tell me if I'm hurting you"She said reassuringly.She slid her hand from Azula's face to her waist. "Are you sure?"She asked
"I don't know"She said
Ty lee got off of her said "So you-"She got off of her and sat up on the bed
"No no I do just don't tell anyone just in case this is just a one night thing."Azula said.Ty lee looked at her with a sad expression.
"So you think it's just a one night thing?"She asked.She was hurt by the "one night''.
"I'm not sure..I didn't mean to hurt your feelings.Look I do care for you and in a less friendly and more in a girl friend way but I'm not sure....Can we just carry on?"
"Yeah ok but what happens next if it's more than just one night"
Azula grabbed her face and kissed her as she said "Then we could be more than friends"
"Ok"Ty lee sighed"Let's carry on"The excitement had gone
"Yeah"She said as she payed on her back again.
Ty lee got on top of her again and slowly slid two fingers in.She went as slow as she could so that she wouldn't hurt Azula.She started to feel pleasured as well.
"When will it stop hurting because it hurts?"She asked awkwardly
"Soon but you trust me right?"
"Of course"
Ty lee started moving her fingers in and out as she kissed her neck again
"Fucccckkkk"She moaned
Ty lee gave a laugh of pleasure "Your legs are shaking"She laughed
"Mmmm"It felt heavenly "shhhhhhhittttt"She moaned
Ty lee built up the speed as she started kissing her neck at the same time.
"We should sleep"She said as she slid her fingers out
"Your adorable when your tired"Azula said tiredly
"No im not"
"Yes you are"She was still teasing her.
Ty lee at this point couldn't keep her eyes open and said "I'm gonna sleep now.Is it ok if we carry on tomorrow?"
"Yeah"
Ty lee kissed her for the last time and said "Good night"She got underneath the blanket "Toph and Katara are coming tomorrow so you should wake up early so they don't have to wake you up because you know your naked"
"Ok"she said half asleep as she turned from the around.She faced the other way from Ty lee.For the first time in months she went to bed with a smile.She felt like her problems melted away.She felt Ty lee's arm go around Azula.She could feel her warm breath  running down her neck
"Do I actually taste like strawberries?"She asked jokingly
"Yeah,You taste sweet.....What do i taste like..when you kissed me?"She asked curiously
"Ummmmmm like............ice cream....vanilla"
Ty lee kissed the side of her neck and gently whispered "If you want to talk about anything I'm here"
She felt warm.Azula felt loved.She hadn't felt that feeling in forever.She slowly closed her eyes and they both drifted to sleep....