Doomsday (Dreamsmpxreader)

The Pit of Lava

(Tw: suicide)

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PRESENT:

Y/NS POV:

     We stood facing each other, on a cliff in the nether. I'm facing the edge of the cliff, where there's a 50 ft drop straight into lava, leaving Dream standing behind me.

"Y/n you don't want to do that" dream spoke in a low but sharp whisper.

"do what? Jump?" I chuckle a bit, taking one more step forward, "I mean I have nothing else to lose. You of all people should know that" My voice full a spite and darkness.

"y/n-" Dreams voice softened a bit,

 "Save it Dream, we both know you don't give a shit. CONSIDERING YOU TOOK EVERYTHING FROM ME" my voice rising by the second.

"YOU DESTROYED EVERYTHINIG I EVER CARED ABOUT. YOU KILLED ALL MY FRIENDS, YOU BLEW UP MY ENTIRE COUNTRY, you killed the last bit of family I had left" my voice cracking at the last bit, taking another step towards the edge

"Y/n you know I didn't have a choice none of them listened  to me. they gave me no choice" dream not stuttering one bit.

     Tears now flowing down my face "THEY GAVE YOU NO CHOICE. REALLY, THATS ALL YOU HAVE TO SAY. YOU KILLED THEM BECAUSE THEY WERE TRYING TO ESCAPE YOU AND YOUR BRUTALITY AND YOU COULDN'T ALLOW THAT, YOU COULDN'T ALLOW THEM TO HAVE PEACE" rage pumping throughout my body.

"YA I COULDN'T ALLOW IT BECAUSE THEY DIDN'T ASK PERMISSION TO SEPARATE FROM MY SMP." dream raising his voice making me flinch

"THATS THE ONLY REASON. THE ONLY REASON YOU DID ALL THAT DESTRUCTION WAS BECAUSE THEY DIDN'T ASK FOR PERMISSION"

     I'm shaking and crying and I just wanted to be with my family "you know what I'm done. I'm giving up. All I want is to be with my family and friends" my voice calming and becoming softer and quieter

"Y/n you don't have to end it all, you can stay and make new friends and make the Dream SMP your new home"

what the fuck he thinks I can forget everything he did and just join him.

"oh sure I'll just forget everything you've done to me and just become your friend" sarcasm seeping its way into my voice as I take take another step towrads the edge, now standing right at that edge ready to take my last steps

"Y/n please, please don't take that last step. please just stay. I'm so sorry that I ever hurt you. I was just trying to protect you" I turn around to see a few silent tears coming down Dreams face.

weird.

"Are you crying. why are you crying and why the fuck are you trying to protect me when you literally hate me" I'm confused af, why is Dream trying to protect me and why the hell is his crying.

"because I love you..." Dreams voice getting soft and quiet

"wait what?" I said taking a steep back completely forgetting the fact I was right on the edge

"DREAM" full panic setting in

"Y/N" I try and grab onto anything, my fingers wrapping around a root

"HELP ME..." the realism of the moment hitting me with full force, "...I CHANGE MY MIND I DON'T WANT TO DIE"

 At that moment my hand slips, right as dream grabs onto my hand.

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Y/NS THOUGHTS POV:

     Hold on I guess I should explain why I was standing at the edge of a lava pit wanting to kill myself. so let's take a trip to the past.

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A/N:

First chapter hope you enjoy it

I don't really know where this story is going but we'll see

it'll probably have a sad ending

:)

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