Teimei The Meister

knocking on deaths door

{{~~warning~~this chapter will include some suicide and sadness so skip the chapter if you don't like it, you have been warned}}

It started to rain

I couldn't see a single thing, I took my glasses off and wiped the raindropss off of the delicate specs.

I stood up with my glasses in hand

And wiped the puke off of my ruby red skirt, with my free hand, and when it was all cleared I walked to the store slowly, my mind was blank,

My eyes had a look of death in them.

When I reached the store, I took the money out of my pockets, and bought a rope, the store clerk looked worried whenever I went up to the register,''how was your day today?''he asked me with a cheerful mood.

I shrugged in reply.''how is your little brother?''he asked.

I looked up at him with confusion.''excuse me? How do you know my brother?''I asked him with a hateful tone of voice.''him and your mother

Always come here while you were in the car listening to music.''he said once more.I replied with a simple ok then left the store.

I ran to were the cherry blossom tree is on the short hill, the place were me and my family always had picnics at,I climbed on a branch and picked off a cherry blossom.I took a small whiff of the blossom,then put it in my hair,I took the rope out of my pocket,Then wrapped the rope over the branch then tied it to the branch as well.

I made it to have a loop on the other end of it,I jumped off the branch and landed on my knees, they got bruised a little but I didn't mind.I stood up then placed 4 bricks underneath the dangling rope,I climbed on top of the bricks then put my head through the loop of the rope,

So long mother,so long father,remember I love you...

I said so slightly,even though they weren't there.

I took one last breath then I kicked the bricks that i was standing on then I choked.the rope was holding my neck,While my feet were in thin air.

Everything I saw now was pitch black...