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Liyahs pov
Who the hell is at my door
The banging of the door woke aliyah up .pushing her wild curls off her face she grabbed her silk robe from the side off the bed.
Swinging her front door open nau'jour stood there .
"What the hell are you doing at 1am"she asked
"So now we going out with niggas ?"he asked getting in
"And now we stalking each other ? Last time I checked you and I are nothing but friends so don't ever come in my house and question me "she said angrily
"Why can't you see that I wanna be with you for the past month I've been trying I even dropped Samaria just for you "
"I never told you to drop her and how many times should I tell you I don't want to be with you ,just when im moving on in my life you decide that you wanna get back with me "I said
"I don't care whether your trying to move on cz lets face it you still love me and no matter what I won't stop "
"Do you really think I'll go back to the guy who used to beat me up and a guy that cheated on me every chance he got "
"Mane I was stupid and I was going through something and I apologized"
"Yes you apologized but that doesn't mean that I forgot about all of it you don't know what I went through so don't tell me you was going through something cz no matter you don't do what you did nobody does that period "I shouted
"You really think it was easy for me to find out that my homies,my fucking best friends killed my own grandpa yes my grandpa was into them drugs and stuff but they didn't have to rob him an kill him and then had the nerves to come to me as if ain't nothing happened I was hurt because we were tight he was always there for me so yes I was wrong for putting my hands on you or cheating on you but even after all these years I still loved you and I'm still in love with you what I did was fucked up but that doesn't give you the right to throw all I did in my face"
"Mane just get out"I said opening the door
"I'm not going till we talk all this out please just talk to me "he replied closing it
"You really wanna know how I felt ,all those times you'd beat me and cheat on me I felt weal ,pathetic I felt like I wasn't enough,I felt like I didn't have what all those females had every time you'd beat me I regreted evr being with you I regreted loving you don't know how much it hurt me that the guy I loved could put me through so much I felt like I was worthless and didn't deserve you ,when I left you I was depressed I went through therapy for full year due to it I used to cut myself that I almost killed myself one day and sometimes I look at myself in the mirror I feel insecure and couldn't trust no one but Nia was there and was able to help me together with my family so no I won't forget no matter how many times you apologize"
"I'm so sorry I never thought I caused you all that "he said crying and my soft self just had to hug him back .
We remained like that for some few minutes till I eventually fell asleep on him.
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Am I hearing toxic
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Marcia out,🏃
