I walked back into my house and Ryan said
R: where have you been
A: just been out for coffee
R: aye but where have you actually been
A: out for coffee
R: okay then you still coming out tonight
A: yeah I’m away to get ready the now
R: sure thing the lads are all in the kitchen
A: sounds good
I walked up the stairs into my bedroom and closed the door behind me and I thought out loud
A: my God Amber what are you doing
C: I dunno what are you doing spill
A: shit I didn’t know you were in here
C: where were you Amber you have bed head
A: oh you know my bike helmet messes up my hair
C: you mean the one that’s sitting right there
A: shit right no judging
C: no judging
A: I went to hear Sam out because he listened to me when I was explaining the phone conversation from E!
C: understandable
A: and may have possibly fell back into bed with him
C: you idiot
A: it was a total accident
C: you don’t accidently fall into bed with someone amber especially not when you’re sober
A: what can I say I still love him I’ve been with him for 2 years after all besides it was just break up sex
C: right okay if you say so now move your arse and get ready
A: yes sir
The two of us got ready and went downstairs to get a drink and the guys were all in the kitchen with my dad
D: right you lot be careful tonight
A: always are
D: everyone comes home together Chloe, Kieran, Dean, Sean and Kit crash here tonight
S: sure thing
We are at the club and we are all pretty drunk by now and I went out to the smoking area and sparked up
D: hey you
A: hiya
D: you alright
A: yeah you
D: yeah bit drunk but
A: I think we all are
Just then he kissed me I was in shock for a second but snapped out of it and kissed him back when we heard a voice
S: Amber what are you doing
A: having a cig why
S: no I meant why are you kissing him
A: because he’s hot
S: stop playing dumb
A: honestly Sam I’m not playing dumb you are really gonna have to enlighten me on this situation because as far as I’m aware I aint doing anything wrong we are over remember
S: but earlier
A: earlier was a case of old times sake sentimental break up sex it was nothing else
S: aye and now you’re kissing the guy you supposedly cheated on me with that you claim never happened
A: essentially aye
S: you really expect me to believe you didn’t cheat now
A: honestly Sam believe what you want I couldn’t care less I’m tired of your shit so just run off tell the press whatever twisted stories you want to tell them I don’t care anymore but by the way it was your own band mate that ratted you out to me about the cheating so obviously their loyalty lies with the truth so don’t expect them to back up your stories. Do you know what actually I really don’t have time for this, none of it I will see you later Dean.
I walked out and jumped in a taxi home.
D: hey sweetie you’re home early everything okay
A: yeah ex issues listen I’m gonna get out of here for a bit I need to get my head straight
C: amber you here
A: kitchen
Chloe walked in and said
C: you okay babes
A: yeah I'm fine but I’ve been doing my research and I’m gonna get out of here for a while
C: I’m coming with you
A: you sure I just need some time away from all the drama some long rides on my bike and a change of scenery
C: of course I'm sure we've wanted to get away for years and well I just broke up with Kieran
A: what why wait when did you’s start going out
C: I will explain it all later
D: wow wow wow hold on Amber where are you going
A: I’ve read about this place in California called charming and there’s a bar looking for staff so I'm gonna apply there
D: and where are you going to stay
A: hotel I'm not going forever dad calm down
And with that I went and packed my things.
