Why me? (Magcon and Jack Johnson)

School

Pic of Shaylen up top!!
Shaylen's pov:
Since I'm 17 it doesn't matter if my dad is dead or not I can live on my own. I'm sobbing because I still didn't have my dream family as I wanted and now I don't have a mom, dad anybody. The cops said that I can take the house and posses all my dads money.
Next morning
It's now time for school. I quickly take my shower and do my make up. I wear a Connor franta pullover with leggings and uggs. I know basic white girl but I NEED to hide my cuts some way.
I walk into my school and surprisingly Nash comes up and hugs me.....in front of everybody.
"Hey babe" Nash says
"Hey" I say putting my best smile on
"So I was wondering if you would like to come to my house tonight being the incident you know." He asks like the gentlemen he is.
"Um..."
""Speak Shaylen""
"Um sure" I say
"Cool meet me in the parking lot after school" he says giving me a hug then going to class. I justly and there smiling like an ididot.

Nash's pov:
Wow I can't believe she bought it I told the boys that I couldn't date her any longer so we are gonna get her tonight when we have our "meetup" at my house tonight.

After school

Shaylen Pov:
The final bell just rang and I sprinted to Nash's car. He was standing there staring at his phone till I jumped on his back scaring him.
"Did u see your face" I said laughing my ass off.
"Yea yea lets go" he said
We are at his house and I just noticed that he has a sparkle in his eye that is so beautiful. He caught me staring at him and asked what I was staring at while giggling. I told him I was staring at his pretty blue eyes but got stopped in my words by the doorbell. He went to go get and I saw all my bullies standing there. Nash said they changed so I'm just smiling at them. I went to go give Nash a hug because I was about to go home until he said to stay. Of course being me I stayed. I didn't see any of the boys so I figured they went home. Nash told me to come to the backyard and to hurry. I speed walked there only to be dumped by a sticky smelly substance.
"Nash I thought you changed"
"Well you thought wrong bitch"
"Yea who would ever love a stupid worthless whore like you?" Said Cam
"I can't believe I trusted you" I said with tears threatening to come out
Nash slapped me
I immediately ran out of the house to my own house
//At my house//
I ran straight in my house crying harder than ever. I actually thought he liked me but I was wrong. I ran to my room and went into my secret box that contained all my blades. I got the sharpest blade in my box and slice my wrist.
Fat
Cut
Whore
Cut
Ugly
Cut
Worthless
Cut
Stupid
Cut
Then I went to my thighs and cut at least 6 more times. I took a shower which hurt a lot but felt really great.
I went to my phone and tweeted "why me?" And within a few minutes the hate came rolling in I turned my notifications and went to sleep thinking about tomorrow.