Is this when my life begins?

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Is this when my life begins?




It was the start of a new school year and for the first time in forever my mother finally enrolled me to go to an actual school, like ones where you go in person and meet people!! The only friends I ever made were the ones I made online, it's going to be a new start for me. The only reason why my mother thinks its a good idea for me to go to school now is cause i'll be heading to college soon and I've managed to convince her that a year or two in high school will get me used to interacting with other people after a long time of not doing so , but i doubt that two years in high school will make me social right off the bat. it's not that i'm anti-social or hate humans or anything it's just i've never really met anyone in real life and that scared the shit out of me.

As much fun it's gonna be for me to be out of the house it's not gonna be fun trying to make friends. Who knows by the end of year i might just kill myself or even decide to hate the human spieces for good. After all, their killing a planet might as well hate them for that.



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The alarm of my phone went off. I've never been a morning person as much as I would like to be. My hand reached out of my warm cozy blanket to press the snooze button on my phone, but I didn't feel it anywhere. " shit, don't make me get out of my bed just yet." The alarm kept going to the point where you lazily got up and searched your surroundings for your phone. The phone was nowhere to be found, but I could hear it very loudly. I groaned as I lifted up my blanket and comforter to find it hidden under the blanket. I stayed up all night again on tiktok and nearly passed out, and this sadly ment that my phone was not plugged in. this being my definition of a bad morning.

" Hei Ryung-ah!!! ( pronounced Hei lyeong ) Get down here before I change my mind." A scream from downstairs calling my name already knowing that mother was definitely already losing her patience. What's it with mom's and them losing their patience so quickly.

" I'm coming Mother!!'" you shouted back while you groaned and rolled out of bed.



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Mother went to work the moment I grabbed breakfast from the pantry, meaning I'd have to walk to school on my first day, barely knowing where it was. Last time I went to the school building was when I was enrolling and by knowing my shit ass memory I already had a feeling that I would definitely get lost on my way to school. 


I dressed up in my uniform, grabbed my backpack and walked out of the house. I saw some people my age wearing the same uniform down the street. So thinking smartly, I decided to follow them from afar. The school should be around the corner yet I felt uneasy. I felt like someone was following me so I turned around to see someone. My eyes widened since i really wasn't expecting to see anyone. They waved at me and smiled. After, I turned back walking at the same pace I once was walking at. He was quite an odd person. I sped up ahead and saw the school, immediately I ran in gates and the doors were wide open.


I went inside and began the great search to look for my locker. The school sent out a locker code and homeroom number ahead of time along with my schedule with room numbers and teacher names. Of course I just had to have some trouble finding my locker, and by "some" I mean alot meaning I was completely lost. Please for heaven sake let me find my locker cause I still need to find my classroom. I cursed to myself as some girl taped my shoulder making me jump.

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