True suicide story

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An 18 year old male was on the bus on the way to the golden gate bridge. He was in tears. He wanted someone to help him. None of the passengers helped. one of them laughed a bit saying to his friend "what the heck is wrong with that kid?" The kid got up crying hard walking to the front of the bus hoping the driver would notice. The driver goes "c'mon get off kid I gotta go". The kid walks off. Waterfall of tears down his face. No one cares he thought. No one... He ran across the road on the bridge to the railings. He quickly put his hands on the bars, leaped over and jumped. A millisecond after his fingertip went off the bar, he immediately regretted it. He didn't want to die. He wanted to live! He kept begging "god please save me! I don't want to die! Please God save me!" His legs hit the ocean hard and fast. Legs breaking, smashing like shards of glass. Being pulled down like a vacume 70ft under the water. He didn't want to die! Not being able to move his legs he kept swimming with his arms as fast as he could. He couldn't die there. He wanted people to know he didn't want to die! He finally reached the surface. "God please save me I don't want to die! God please save me I don't want to die!" Still going through his head. He kept getting dragged under but pulling himself back up. He went under again seeing something big and slimy. "Oh crap I don't want to get eaten by a shark right now no!" He thought. Still struggling to stay up above the water, he felt something lift him up. "Oh god please don't bite me!" He then realised. It wasn't a shark. But it was a... Sea lion. Everyone looking down at him seeing the sea lion keeping him floating and waited for the coast guard's.

Him layed down on the hospital bed covered in wires hooked up to the machines. He saw his dad come in. "Dad I'm sorry..." He dad shuck his head and looked at him. "No son... I'm sorry." The dad replied back putting his hand on the sons head. "It's going to be alright."

Month goes by and he walked on the street with his dad and arrive at a police station. "Go on Kevin, pick a flower" He looked at his dad confused but laughed a bit. "What? No I don't want to get arrested." The dad looked back at him "Just pick up a f**king flower." So he picked up a purple tulip from the grass and walked away to the golden gate bridge. "No dad I don't want to be here can we go?" He said to his dad shaking. "It's okay. We have to do this. We need closure. Show me where you jumped." The knew exactly where it was. He remembered like it was yesterday. The dad grabs his sons left hand and said "drop the flower" So he dropped the flower and it wafted all the way down and it made the tiniest ripple effects. About 2 feet to the right. Popped up a sea lion.

That was one of the best moments he had with his dad... And that he was the best man at his wedding...

Basically everyone... If you're ever feeling down or ever at the point of ending your life... Don't... Just don't... If you do, you'll never get to see the most amazing moment you could have had in the future. So just keep on trying and keep on going. You are not alone. No one is. Speak out to someone to get help. Family friends someone you trust. Anyone. Most importantly don't end your life...