Hi, my name is Park Jimin. And I'm in love with my bully. I have no idea if he loves me back, but some people show different ways to show you how much they love you. But of course he wouldn't love me back.
Who would want to love me? I'm a waste of life, no one wants to be with a loser like me. That's what my mom said before she died.
My mom died when I was fourteen, she wasn't nice at all, she didn't care for me. Before she died my parents got divorced, my dad didn't want me so my mom took full custody after a week my biological dad died.
after he died my mom changed from nice, goofy to a devil, she then got married to another devil and everything gotten worse. My mom and step Dad started abusing me, turning me into their slave. It was like I was a hostage and if I don't do as I was told mom allowed Steve (The step dad) have intercourse with me.
She didn't care that I was a 9 year old. She just wanted money from me. But now that my mom is gone you think everything would be less worse? Nah bitch you're wrong, everything is still the same expect my step dad is now have intercourse with me 24/7. And he even put down some rules.
1. No having friends around the house.
2. No eating until I say so.
3. Do NOT bother me.
And no, I haven't eaten in days. Thank you for asking.
Oh and also, I've been hurting myself unintentionally. I don't notice what I did or what I'm doing until someone shouts out my name, or when I wake up the next day.
Everyone at school thinks I'm this happy ball full of joy, when I'm a ball full of sadness.
Will there be a person that sees the pain behind my smile?
Will they notice when I die?
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I open my eyes as the sun shines through the curtains. I stared up at my ceiling waiting for something to happen, and then I hear my door bust open.
Steve: Jimin wake yo ass up! You'll be late for fucking school.
Jimin: Yeah.
Don't ask why.
I sit up from my bed as Steve walks out my room. I go into my bathroom and took a shower. after I was done doing my morning routine I walked into the living room and saw Steve making out with a woman, I rolled my eyes and walked out the door.
As I walked down the side walk I admired the blossom trees, some were falling and some was following the wind, I quickly took out my blue tooth head phones, connected them to my phone and played an 1 hour lofi beat.
I smiled at the beautiful petals as I inhaled the fresh air. I held out my arms and twirled like a ballerina as I followed the beats in the music and hummed along with the song. I continued on dancing when I suddenly bumped into someone, I fell on my bottom as my head phone slides down onto my shoulder.
I grunted in pain, I looked up and saw Yoongi looking down at me. I quickly stand up and dusted off my clothes. I looked at my hyung as I gripped onto the strap pad on backpack holding my head down.
Yoongi: Can you move?
Jimin: O-Oh, I'm sorry.
I stepped out of his way and he walks away. That was Yoongi, my crush and bully. I know that it's stupid but it just happened, can't really help it.
I looked behind me and staring at my crush as he walks away, I sighed and turned back around continuing my walk to school. As soon as I arrived I see Jungkook and Jin standing in front of the school.
Jungkook: Jiminie-hyung!
Jungkook ran towards me while Jin walks, kookie hugs me tightly and I hugged him back.
Jin: Hey Jimin-ah
Jimin: Hi Jin-Hyung.
Jungkook: Hyung we need to get to class we're 10 minutes late.
Jimin: Wait what?! I thought I was early!
Jin: Nope, if we get detention I'm blaming you.
Jin said walking into the building, Jungkook wraps his arm around mine as we followed our hyung.
Jimin: You can't blame me, I wasn't the one who asked y'all to wait for me!
Another Day Of Hell Chapter 1 End
