I don't just dream

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I don't just dream of dying,

I dream of drowning,

I dream of physically manifesting what I feel inside,

There is a pride in completion.

Water filling the empty space in my lungs-

That is complete to me.

Can't you see I'm already suffocating?

I'm crying for help and I know you can hear me.

The bubbles in my breath silence out my screams-

No one I love can't see how I'm suffering.

Ode to sleep-

To get lost in the haze between days and weeks.

To be gone.

Is all I want to be.

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