Summer Fun - Danielle Armstrong

Chapter Three: Hardest Day Of My Life (Part 1)

I was up late last night thinking about the conversation I had with the guys. On one hand, I wanted to help them out and maybe save the poor females they lose their virginities to, although, on the other hand the last person I wanted to help lose his virginity to someone else was Tommy. Maybe it was a mistake telling them all that. Did I tell them too much? Was I over the line? What if they think I'm some sex crazed female and I'm having sex with someone? What if Tommy does like me and he thinks I'm fucking someone? What if I hurt his feelings and never talks to me again? Oh god, oh god! STOP! Relax. You don't know what they'er thinking, so just calm down. We are going to get up tomorrow and see how they act. I closed my eyes and before I knew it my alarm went off.

I got up sluggishly and as I got ready I replayed my conversation with the guys last night. Before my thoughts took off and I started to worry excessively, I just focused on getting ready. I packed my shoulder bag with my dance clothes, jazz shoes, water bottle, and a book that I needed to return to the library. Firstly, I was going with the guys to do research on the Cape May Killer and then I was going to the dance studio to practice. As I was putting on a clean bra, I noticed my bra from last night was missing. I pulled on my t-shirt as I walked out my door. I went over to Davey's room and knocked. "Come in" he called through the door. I let myself in sighing, "hey, have you seen my bra from last night anywhere?" I looked around on the floor where we were sitting, only it wasn't anywhere to be seen. "No I haven't. Didn't you take it with you?" he perused as he finished getting ready. "Maybe I put it in the wash? I don't remember doing that, though" I thought out loud, heading to my room. I was walking over to my laundry basket when something in Eatsy's window caught my eye. When I went over to my window, I saw him standing in the middle of his room holding my bra. My eyes went wide and my mouth fell open. What the hell is he doing with my bra? Then I heard my brother speak over the walkies, "hey guys, you ready?" Eatsy jumped and quickly put my bra in the top drawer of his dresser. "I'm ready" Woody responded, and Farraday added, "yeah me too. Eats?" "Yeah just give me a second. I'm finishing up" Eatsy said, I watched him put his jacket on and head for the door. "Finishing up what? Jerking? Hurry up! We don't have all damn day" Farraday teased. I laughed, knowing the truth. I grabbed my bag and I paused at my next thought. Was he masturbating with my bra? I hesitated, but slowly pushed myself downstairs, where I met my brother. "Hey, did you find your bra?" he questioned, getting a shrug and a shake of my head. "No, I can't find it anywhere" I lied as we left the house. As we walked to his bike Davey whispered, "do you think one of them took it?" I shrugged again and answered, "I don't see why they would." Well this could be interesting. Why did Eatsy take my bra? Maybe I'll get my answer, doubt it. I hopped on the back of Davey's bike and we went over to Farraday's to meet the others. 

"Hey did one of you pricks take Dani's bra?" Davey yelled and I jabbed my elbow into his side. "Shh. That doesn't make any of us sound good" I groaned, looking around to make sure no one heard. Woody and Farraday said no's. Eatsy smirked and when our eyes met he blushed. He smugly said "maybe she lost it. Wouldn't be the first time she's missed placed something." "Ha, or maybe one of you is lying or trying to deflect, so you're not caught red handed" I spat out. "Maybe we are, but you'll never know" Eatsy interjected, make me roll my eyes and look away. Why did he lie? Is he hiding something? 

On our was yo the library, I contemplated bringing it up with him, but I couldn't get him alone without looking suspicious. It could look like something is going on between us if I request to talk to him alone. But then again, we are best friends and we can talk to each other alone. Plus, I didn't want to embarrass him by calling him out, nor did I want to embarrass myself. The last thing I need is for Eatsy and the guys to know I was watching him through our windows because they might inquire further and there is no good reason for my spying. Also, I'll get some flack for being a hypocrite, especially after how much shit I give them for watching Nikki. It might give away my secret, which I don't think I'll ever be ready for. I had no clue why he took it, but I really wanted to know why. Maybe he wanted to practice? Why wouldn't he have just asked? Yeah that would have been weird, but I'd probably would have let him as long as he gave it back. What if he likes me back? My best friend and crush liking me, very unlike, however, it's not impossible. Am I over thinking this? Probably.