A/N hey babes IM SO SURPRISED thank you so much for reading I know I'm a terrible writer but thank you anyway, this chapter is just gonna be about dean so yeah.
TW:Dean crying,his trauma,
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*in the bunker*
As you,Sam,and Dean sat at the world map table eating dinner Sam started ranting about the last case disappointed in himself he didn't know. As you and dean reassured Sam dean left the table without saying anything, you heard his door close so you apologized to Sam and went to deans room.
You knocked on Deans door with no answer so you picked the lock and walked in, Dean was crying. He was crying at all the new scars on his legs and arms. You sit down next to him and put your hand in his knee laying your head on his shoulder. "y/n I didn't answer for a reason" Dean said wiping his tears off of his face, you've never seen him like this it hurts to see him in so much pain. "I'm guessing the door was unlocked for a reason too" You whispered rubbing your thumb on his knee.
" y/n please just get out, I don't want you seeing me like this." Dean seemed embarrassed it wasn't his fault he had so many other scars but these ones hurt the most. "Dean I've been here for years, I think it's okay for me to see you like this, it's okay to cry and feel this way. You've been through a lot in the last few weeks you deserve to have a breakdown at some point" As you said that he looked at you resting his hand on your jaw rubbing his thumb back and forth on your cheek bone, his hands were always soft for no reason. " it's embarrassing to cry in front of you" "why who are you trying to impress?" He seemed flustered after you asked that, he was always so pretty when he was flustered. " y/n," he said as he got up and locked his door. "You, I'm trying to impress you." 'Wow' you thought two confessions in just a few days, did I really have this much impact on them? " why me?" You asked basically antagonizing him, all because you wanted to hear those words. " because I care about you y/n, I fell for you the day I met you,even with you being possessed most of that day" he sat down next you you cupping your face in his hands searching your face for a response, almost just plainly asking if you felt the same. You were speechless all you could do was uncup his hands from your face and hug him, you wanted to hear that for so long just thinking of him feeling the same way made your stomach full with butterflies. " y/n?" He just asked for permission to just hold you, why? That's never happens before.
The next thing you knew he kissed you, it was just a peck on the lips. His face scanned yours asking if it was okay, 'who is this Dean?' You thought. He was still searching your faces so you just kissed him back, he went slow, the kiss was soft but breathtaking, you seemed to melt into him, you felt euphoric as his tongue slipped in between your lips.
In the middle of kissing him he laid you down onto the bed lingering over you, for a moment he stopped kissing you just taking in the beauty of your face, he was smiling which was pretty rare, then he just went straight back to kissing you.
Dean made no advances to remove your clothes which honestly kinda disappointed you but the moment felt perfect until 'knock knock' you both instantly shot up as Sam knocked on deans door. " what Sammy?" Dean yelled through the door. "I found a case."
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A/N sorry for the short chapter but the next chapter is gonna be...good to read! Love you babes I'll try to make a consistent schedule for chapters ❤️❤️
