I continually try to impress
You but all it's doing is causing me stress
And I'm thinking I'm not good enough
For someone like you and it's tough.
I can't keep going the way that I am.
It's getting so hard, I'm like, "Damn.
Why are you so perfect and amazing?"
I'm asking this God that I'm praising,
"Why did you make something so hard to get?"
Right now all I can do is just sit
Down and think hard about why
I can't be what you want and I cry.
Every attempt to get you is turned
Away and my heart feels like you burned
It. Today I will turn my back on you.
I will do what I want to do.
I need to learn to stop chasing someone
That doesn't want me and I've won
This battle that I'm fighting.
But inside I know I'm still dying.
