SAVAGE LOVE

Part 16

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While he was at his business meeting, Mike could not focus. He could not get his boyfriend out of his mind, it was very painful to remember how he asked him not to leave, how he cried on his shoulder, how he told him that he loved him.

He suddenly connected everything and reacted. It was a goodbye!

-This can't be true. He immediately reacted and got up. Excuse me, gentlemen, something important came up and I must go. This is life or death.

Mike took his cell phone and immediately dialed Toptap's number.

-Honey please, answer. We need to talk, please.

He received no response from Top. Mike took his car keys from his desk and he went in the direction of Toptap's apartment.

He knocked on the door of his apartment.

-Toptap, my love open the door. Let's talk.

As he did not open the door, he entered the password and immediately entered. He ran to the room but did not find him there, he opened the closet and his clothes were not there, neither were his luggage.

Mike couldn't help tears from his eyes.

It was a goodbye

-No, Toptap. I can't leave you so easily. So he got out of there, he must be close. He wouldn't allow him to leave without at least giving her an explanation.

He decided to go looking for him but when he was going out, on the living room table he found an envelope marked with his name ...

It was a letter, so he immediately read it.

My mike

You know I did not think that in one night, in a disco and dancing he would find a person as beautiful, noble and loving as you.

Not the night of crazy sex we had that first time, not the nights we recorded tiktoks together, not the times you made me lose my boxers, not the one where you kissed me on the beach. None of those moments will be erased from my mind, they are moments that made me so happy, they made me feel truly loved.

But I think you deserve someone better than me, I'm not the one for you Mike. I don't want to cause any more problems in your life, not even with your sister.

Don't worry about me, I decided to do this for both of us, we better be apart. Please do not look for me, it will be the best.

Finally, I want to thank you for telling me so many times that you love me, nobody has told me so many times as you! ... Thank you Mike Chinnarat. I will always carry you in my heart.

Simply thanks....

Toptap.

-No, Toptap. Things will not end like this. Mike ran off. He should keep looking for him.

Mike went to the academy, he had to talk to Frame ...

Like crazy he looked for him throughout the academy, until he found him in one of the classrooms.

-Mike, what are you doing here? Frame said surprised.

-Where is Toptap? he asked with tears in his eyes.

-I imagine that he's at his apartment ...

-He's not there, he left. He took his clothes !! Tell me where the fuck is it! I can't let it go.

-Wait!!! He didn't tell me he was going on a trip, let me dial his cell phone ...

Frame marked him, but now his phone was in the voicemail.

His cellphone is off.

-If you can get in touch with him, tell him I need to talk. Okay?. Tell him I'm waiting for him and don't think I'm fine without him, tell him I'm dying if he's not by my side.

Mike immediately left, he had to keep looking for his loved one ...

-By God Toptap, where did you go? Toptap hadn't told anyone where he would go.

Toptap needed to think and be alone for a while. That's why he didn't say anything to Frame.

Mike looked for Toptap, everywhere, in the dance studio where he used to rehearse, around his apartment, but he didn't find him there either ...

He decided to go to his sister's apartment ...

-Mike, what are you doing here? Thida asked him

The girl was surprised to see him there, crying.

-Bro, what happened to you?

-You should know. Toptap left me because of you.

-Brother, I'm sorry.

-Are you really sorry ??? You don't know how much my heart hurts, that boy is my soul mate, who I want to be with for the rest of my life, the person who makes me happy. And because of your selfishness he left my side ...

-Mike !!

-Let me finish. You ruined his life, his career years, everything he loved you destroyed, including me.

-Brother ... Chinnarat, please forgive me. Yes, I ruined Toptap, you, my brother and I destroyed myself too.

Not only did I hurt you, the boy I liked said very ugly things to me, and I accept it, I am that monstrous person who said he was ... It is not good what I said, what I did, how I act, I know !!

Thida said it with tears in her eyes.

- Good that you know it and I hope that you reflect and mature once and for all.

Think how best to fix this whole situation, because until you do. I do not want to see you.

Sorry Thida, I'm your older brother. But this, you have to solve it yourself !!

Or maybe it was also my fault, for spoiling you so much. I don't even know!

I'm leaving...

-Mike, Bro !!!

Mike left he needed to breathe fresh air, to think with a cool head, he needed to keep looking for Toptap ...

As soon as I got to the apartment he went up to the roof. Already the sun was setting. It was a beautiful sunset ... He couldn't help but think about it, and in the few times he was able to enjoy such a moment with the person that you love the most in the world.

Of the simple moments of life but that make you so happy. That's how the moments of the two had been ...

-Wherever you are my Toptap. Don't forget how much I love you ...

While Toptap also saw the sun go down on a lonely beach. Thinking of his man, his Mike. Trying to forget would be difficult since each thing, no matter how small it was, brought back memories, of his smile, of his jokes, of the times they danced together, of the nights of love and passion.

-Time, is what I need to forget you!

He said to himself as he watched the sun set on the horizon ...

Next week a new chapter!!!

Greetings for one of my readers in Philipines, @MT_JAC_PH