𝘚𝘶𝘪𝘤𝘪𝘥𝘢𝘭 𝘛𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘣𝘭𝘦 (Dazai Osamu X Reader)

~𝗖𝗵𝗮𝗽𝘁𝗲𝗿 10~

Dazai's POV:

Falling is such a great sensation. I've felt it many times yet I'm not sick of it. People tend to fear death because it's something unknown to humanity. Not me though. I've always felt closer to death and I wanted to share that feeling with someone else. I wanted a beautiful woman to feel the same as I do. To feel this emotion.

Death is not a negative thing in my eyes. I've waited for this moment for years to come. However, here I am. In a huge trampoline Odasaku set up for me. Again. I survived again. I can't even begin to count how many times I've attempted suicide. I tried hundreds of methods but none of them were good enough to take my life.

I took a look around me. Where is y/n? Did she disappear? I saw Odasaku staring at me from meters away.

"Odasaku?"

"Dazai, are you okay?"

"Yes. I am but that's not important right now. Where is y/n? Is she dead?"

"Of course it's important. Also, it's rare seeing you being worried about something or someone."

"Of course I'm worried! I care about her."

"Didn't you use her only as a suicide partner?"

"Huh? Odasaku what are you talking about?"

"You told me that she was living with you only because you were going to commit a double-suicide."

"Oh. U-uhh how am I supposed to say this..."

"Say what?"

"I actually like this one."

"Oh. I'm sorry then. You have to find her."

"What do you mean 'find her'?"

"Chuuya took her. He wanted to save her because he thought that she's just another girl you manipulated into committing suicide."

"I'm surprised this bastard even thought about saving someone for once."

  That dumbass. Why did he have to butt in now? I could finally fulfill my dream of dying with a beautiful woman. He found the worst timing possible...

"Alright. I'll go search for y/n in Chuuya's house." I said and got off the trampoline. I have to find her...

"Do as you wish. My work here is done so I'm going to visit the orphans." Odasaku said and took his leave.

  It was pretty late now but I had to pay Chuuya a visit. He should stop messing with my life. He's just a business partner.

  I walked through the alleyways, feeling more nervous by every step. Chuuya's house was was near. I had gone there before for business matters. I can't believe this motherfucker took y/n.

  I barged in Chuuya's apartment, not caring if he had invited me or not.

"Chuuya where the fuck are you?"

"Here, you piece of shit!"

"Where is she?"

"I don't know what you're talking about."

"Don't play dumb with me."

   Ughh he gets on my nerves. Pretending to be clueless even though he knows everything. Who else would be behind this?

"What the hell are you talking about you bandage-wasting machine?"

"I'll say it one more time. Where is she?"

"I'm not telling you."

"Oh really?" He is asking for it...

"Yeah."

"What if I tell you that I brought my gun?"

"You gotta catch me first dumbass."

    And with that he flew out of the window. There's no way I'm catching up with him with that ability of his. He has it planned out, doesn't he?

"You coward!" I shouted through the window irritated.

  I'll continue searching for her tomorrow. Now it's too late to even think straight. I can't find her like that.
I'm tired and sleepy. She was cute as my hugging plush. Empty bed here I come...

I just hope she's safe.

A/N: Happy New Year to everyoneee ✨