Lilis pov
Madchën left about half way through mine and Coles conversation so when we were done we walked back together we sat back next to each other like nothing happend Cole passed me Rosa when she started to whine and reached out to me I held her till she fell asleep we ordered ower food and keeped talking
Ma:"hey. Uhmm. Lili"
L:"Yeah?"
Ca:"what happend when you ran off?"
Mc:"leave her alone"
Ma:"easy for you to say you know what is going on with her"I started to get a panic attack Cole saw and put his hand on my thigh with actually calmed me down I gues that madchën saw because she just smiled I smile and Cole and he just smirked
Ca:"what's going on why are you three smirking?"
C:"why can't we just be smiling"
Ca:"whatever"I look back at Cole and his hand and his hand was rubingup up and down my thigh he's still talking to KJ while doing this I turn back to the girls and keep talking till Rosa woke and got hungry Cole grabbed the bag and pulled out her bottle I passes her to him and he put a blanket over her
C:"here princess"he gave her the bottle and she drank I looked over to Cole's shoulder and took the blanket out off her face I just smiled at her and do did Cole I knew we were being watched but just thus once I wasn't scared he would find me I just wanted to stay like this maybe I do have fealling for him maybe I do whant to be Rosa's mom......but I can't Cole has a girlfriend and Rosa has a mom already. The diner was cut short when Rosa needed to go to bed. Cole starded to pack her things
C:"you can stay, I can tell my driver to pick you up later"
L:"no I'm going too"I put on my coat and walked out I wanted to bring Rosa out this time when we got to ower apartment I whent to my room. Not because I was mad I was uncumfterbul. I changed into a hoodie and short shorts I take off my makeup leaving my face naked. I walk out to the leaving room to wach tv I put on the tv and put on friends and put a random episode and put it on Cole showed up on the screen and came up behind me
C:" I remember thous days" I jump up a bit he sat next to me on the couch. I finally saw him he was shirtless with shorts. He looked fucking hot, I almost died right there. I must have been staring because he said
C:"like what you see" he said teasingly I blushed so hard and hid my face
L:"stop"I said laughing and he did too
C:"oh am sorry your alowed to stare but am not?"he laughed
L:"you have a girlfriend"
C:"yeah"he sounded upset and annoyed
L:"so can you tell me what's going on?"
C:"im...im just not sure what you'll think of me"
L:"why would I think any less of you?"
C:"I don't know because I have a baby with this girl"
L:" that dosent matter to me. I don't care......and why do you care what I think of you?"
C:"I-eh it's getting late am going to bed" he said blushing a bit but managed to hide moust of it but I could still see some
L:"okay?good night"
C:"good night"then he walked to his room. Why did he act like that? Dose he like me? No, no one could like someone like me. I got up and whent to bed too