little thoughts

love unscathed

Look at me now, broken, sad, touch starved, unmotivated and I could throw it all away with the click of a button or just a few words, but would I relive the experiences that happened last time? Getting ignored, overlooked, set to the side? I don't think so, he's already proven to care more than the last, he apologizes for not texting back fast enough, asks to buy me gifts, but will he be there and fulfill more than caring and being there. I want him to hold my hand while we cross the street dragging me behind to catch up. I want to wrap my leg on his while he sits next to me in class. I want to sit down and lay on his shoulder while we sit in the hallway. I want to go on dates while I stargaze and he stares at me until I notice. I want to dance and laugh while the snow falls around us and then kiss like no one else exists in the world. I just want someone who will listen to me and be there for me mentally and physically. I want someone to kiss me and try to cover up their big goofy grin because they missed me. I want someone who will come over just to take naps with me so we can just be there together. - still touch starved teen