It was all to much.
The yelling
The insults
The noise
The-I can't do this anymore. I can't deal with their disapproving glares. The hushed conversations whenever I'm near. The fact that the people I love, my supposed friends and family, don't love me back. That everyone thinks I'm a fat, dumb, worthless excuse of a person.
I hate myself so much more then they ever could. So why does it hurt, knowing that they hate me.
I know I'm a bad person, a bad country. I know that I'm fucked up. I know I always claim to be a hero when in actuality I'm a villain. I don't need them to tell me that. I don't need anyone to tell me that.
It's all just so much, I can't handle this anymore, I cant do this right now.
I'm just so tired of everyone, of everything.
I can't do this anymore. I give up.
I Alfred.F.Jones am done.
I Just Need Some Time Alone.
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I Just Need Some Time Alone (Discontinued)
FanfictionThis is discontinued and a new rewritten version is posted to my account. It's a depressed!Aph America fanfic Basically Alfred isolates himself after having enough of everyone's bullshit. He gets hurt, he gets comforted. Shit happens. It's poorly wr...