Take Charge

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Jalen pov
I finally told Nat's Jarri and I are together at first she was shocked then a lil mad I didn't tell her sooner, I expressed my fear as to why I didn't say anything  and she said she thought I knew better. I did actually I was just super scared she would see me different thank God she didn't now we double date most of the times, I can't believe she finally settled down its been almost 5 months since she been with Saniki and boy that's a record for her. I'm glad she finally found someone and settled down. Things have been great between me and Jarri but I'm still hooked on that voice that kind of like controlled me, I haven't had orgasms like that in awhile and I could really use one but since Jarri and I became official I have barely heard it, I just keep replaying the last time in my head to get off, but it's still not enough. I don't think I could tell Jarri what I really want she's so innocent and sweet and I need someone strong willed and firm like Ms Christakos, wait what oh no why am I having these thoughts about ms bitch ugh I haven't seen her much since I followed her to the hospital, I didn't serve out my detention either and I pray to god our last few weeks here ends really fast, I try my best to stay out of trouble and away from her so far I've been doing ok. I just don't understand why I feel drawn to her there is just this strong magnetic pull whenever I see her and her voice just ughh. I can't even talk to Jarri about this because she's going to think I'm crazy and may end up leaving me. I'm so confused right now I need to stop daydreaming and get to class because I was super late again. As I was making my  way to class I saw Ms Christakos heading my way and I made a beeline for the bathroom I was getting all hot and bothered seeing her I need to stop this I've a girlfriend I really hope she didn't see me this time, I hid in the stall trying to calm my breathing when I heard the bathroom door being opened I held my breath hoping whoever came in would hurry and leave. I waited five minutes and I didn't hear anything so I slowly opened the door and didn't see anyone so I came out and went to wash my face to calm down but when I looked up in the mirror there she was looking straight at me scaring me half to death "um hi Ms Christakos I didn't see you there. My heart was beating so loud you could probably hear it from miles away" I see we are back where we started so miss light do you have a hall pass' n-n-no mam" hmmm follow me please. I was just saying how I wanted to avoid her now look at me curse my big mouth, yes mam. I followed behind her with my head down thinking how did I end up back here everything was going so good now this, who am I kidding I actually missed her, In the last two months I've been cutting class early and coming in a little later most days just to see her but I almost never do and the one day I gave up she found me like before my mind was all over the place when suddenly I ran into someone and I lost my balance but before I fell strong arms held me up, I'm sorry mam. "It's ok miss light please pay attention to where you are going I didn't even realize we made it back to her office. Please take a seat miss light she directed as she sat across from me. "It has been brought to my attention that you seem to be getting out of control and we can't have that now can we miss light n-n-no mam we can't, listen I'm sorry I was just having a bad day the other day and I felt sick so that's the reason I left early," I really hope she buys that because I cannot be in trouble right before graduation"
'I see so because you had a bad day that gave you the right to leave school premises without informing anyone?' no mam that's not what I'm saying. There is no excuse for what I did, please don't call my parents' and why not miss light',they are on an exhibition and I don't want to disturb them,' ok then I understand,Are we done? Can I leave? 'Not yet we still have to discuss your punishment miss light, Wait I'm getting punished again, yes miss light please report back here to me during lunch and don't keep me waiting, here's a hall pass' go to class, yes mam. I made it out and was heading to biology class when I ran into my girlfriend, hey babe, hey hun why are you late again I thought we talked about this you were getting better what happened nothing baby see you later I've to get to class kisses.
Jarri pov
  she ran off like someone was after her so I turned around to see who she was looking at and saw Ms Christakos looking at me smiling so I smiled back and headed to class, it's like everyone is being weird since of late. It's been almost 4 months since we have been together things have been ok so far between us but I feel like she's holding back and whenever I tried to ask her about it she just shuts down and I don't know what it is , I know it's not sex because we had sex a month after we started dating, it's almost graduation day, I can't believe we actually made it through the year. We got accepted to Cairo university, both of us got to go the same college I really hope we get to be roommates. Jalen is being weird again like we would be talking and she's zoning out like who does that, I tried to have sex with her the other night and she literally faked an orgasm, I was upset but I let it go thinking she was maybe tired and didn't want to disappoint me. I'm so easy to talk to maybe I should try talking to her about it later to see if maybe she's seeing someone else or she just wasn't in the mood.

It seems I've some time on my hands so I'll try to update as much as I can before I get busy again. Thanks again for reading. Stay safe out there.

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