Still In Love (ZeeSaint's Fanfiction)

Ch -20

[A/N: Your author is going crazy. Anyway, another sad song for you to listen to to get into the mood. Puhahaha....]

From the Previous Chapter,

At that moment, my phone rings. I took it out from my pocket and read the caller ID. It was no other than the Zee Pruk Panich. I wondered why did call me.
"It's from Zee. Do you want to talk with him?" I asked as I showed the screen of my phone.
"No, krub," Saint declined.
"Okay, then. Please excuse me," I said with that. I answered the call.

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Zee's Dad's P.O.V
Without wasting any time, I answered the phone and put it on speaker mode so that Saint could hear his love's voice. Who would have known I have done the worst idea in this world? The reason is simply that...

"Hello?" I asked.
"Dad? Where are you?" Zee asked.
"In a sushi shop with one of my friends, why? What made you give me a call?" I asked.
"Yuck, sushi! Whatever, you're with Saint, right?" Zee asked. That surprised both Saint and me.
'How did he know?' Saint mouthed, and I shrugged my shoulder.
"No, I am not. What makes you think that I am with Saint ?" I asked.
"Dad, do you know that you're very terrible at lying? Anyway, I want to let you know if he did not feel willing to come back to me, just let him go. I will try to find a way to get over him. I am too tired of persuading him, " Zee paused for awhile.
"Oh, right, you might turn on your speaker, right? If so, that's cool. Saint, I have never thought that you would be this childish. Anyway, if you want to break up with me, then it's up to you. For me, you will always going to be in my heart, and the time I am with you will remain in my heart as the best memories, " Zee said.
"Zee, are you going to break up with him?" I asked.
"Yeah, he doesn't even want to come back to me, " Zee replied.
"Wait, Khun Pruk! If I remember clearly, you were begging me to bring him back to your life, but what made your mind to change?" I asked.
"Reason? It's simple, dad. I am too tired of this feeling and pain. On top of that, I hate being so pathetic. Saint, I am so sorry for disappointing you, " Zee said and hung up the phone.

That leaves Saint and me speechless. I looked at Saint, and he's still in a state of shock.
"Saint, we have to go back to my mansion real quick, " I said and pay for the bills. After that, I drove my car back to the mansion.

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Third Person's P.O.V
Saint and Zee's dad got back to Panichs' mansion and found Zee sitting on the sofa reading a book with his leg crossed. He took a glance at his dad and Saint from where he was.

"Oh. Look, we have a guest tonight, " Zee said sarcastically.
"Zee!" his dad warned.
"Krub?" Zee asked innocently.
"Zee, before I went to meet Saint. You were the one who is begging me to bring him back to you. Now, why are you acting like this?" Zee's father asked while Saint stand quietly behind Zee's father.

"Dad? I did beg you to bring him back to me. But, that boy seemed to hate(point his finger to Saint who was standing behind Zee's dad)Oh, no. He disgusted me for being a monster to him and also for not telling him what I dislike. Dad, I couldn't cope with this anymore. Like I said two hours ago, because of him, I'm feeling like..." before Zee finished his word. His mom interrupted him.

"Zee? This is not who you are. A while ago, you were begging and crying for Saint. Now, he's in front of you. I think you two should make it up and solve your misunderstanding, " Zee's mom said.

"I would like to, but his ego is too high, " Zee scoffed while glaring at Saint.
"Right. If you want to talk with me, I will be in my room. Well, of course. You will see only that monster which dwelling inside me, " Zee said and walked away from everyone.

No one knows what happened to him. Certainly, Zee did beg both his parents to bring Saint back as if his life depended on it. But, now, he is acting too different from an hour ago.
Zee's mom approached Saint and rest her hand on top of his left shoulder.

"Luk, please don't get mad at him. I think he's just trying to control his mind and bipolar personality, " Zee's mom said.

Who would know Zee was actually waiting for Saint nervously in his room? He was walking back and forth in front of his bed.

"Khun Mae and Dad, I will go to see him, " Saint said to Zee's parents. The elders just smiled at him and mouthed not to be scared. With that, Saint climbed the stairs way and made his way to Zee's room.

He knocked on the door, and Zee opened the door for him. Once Zee made sure that Saint was inside his room. He shut his door and pinned Saint against the wall and his body.

"You dare come here. Aren't you scared of me, huh?" Zee asked with a devil smirk.
"Zee? I already heard everything from your dad, " Saint said.
"Oh, cool. That's great then. Now you know that your husband is nothing but a fool who suffers from anxiety and bipolar disorders. In a word, I am just a psycho to you, right?" Zee asked.
"N-n..."
"Stop it, Saint. I am already tired and exhausted from all the crying. Do you know how I am Feeling, huh?! Do you even get an idea about how your harsh words are repeating in my ears, huh?!" Zee yelled as tears build up in his eyes.
"You don't get a clue about how I am feeling, right?!" Zee yelled out of frustration as he shook Saint from his shoulders. At the same time, he tried his best to control his mind, but he couldn't.
"Do you know how I am feeling right now?!" Zee asked as he knelt on the floor.

Saint also knelt on the floor and tried to reach Zee.
"Don't touch me; you're still going to leave me, don't you? If it's just out of sympathy, then keep it to yourself; I don't need your pity. I know that I look so freaking pathetic and pitiful. But don't ever look at me with your freaking sympathetic eyes, " Zee said.
"P'Zee, I-"
"Don't call me that either if you don't mean it. Will you at least please have some mercy on me, huh?! Do you really have to make everything turn out this way, huh?! Even if you hate me, you shouldn't make my mental illness to get worsen. Please have some mercy on me, naaa?" Zee said sadly.
"P'Zee, I am sorry, " Saint said as he pulled Zee into his embrace.
"You hate me, right? Yeah, you do. That's what you told me. But do you know that I am crazily in love with you? I love you too much that it hurts me a lot, too much that I don't even know which part of my body is aching. It hurts a lot. Even now, " Zee said as he sobbed in Saint's chest.

Saint feels guilty and bad for Zee. Suppose he had known about Zee earlier. He wouldn't have said something that is too cruel for Zee.
"I am so sorry, P'Zee. Saint, khor tot, " Saint said as he rubbed Zee's back.
"Saint, you and your name doesn't match you. Your name is Saint, and you are acting like a devil to me. You neither have mercy on me nor care how much you are hurting me, and also, you didn't care about my feeling. And you said you don't love me anymore . No .You Hate me! Do you know that those words are repeating in my ears like a song that's on loop? Can you please stop hurting me? Can you please stop acting this way to me? Can you stop everything?! Can you please have some mercy on this pathetic guy in front of you?! Just, please!! " Zee shouted as he gasped for air.
"P'Zee, calm down. It will only make you feel worse. I am here in front of you, " Saint said as he made Zee to looked at him by pulling his face from Zee's chin.

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So what now?
I would like to stop this drama, too. But I couldn't help. Don't worry; I won't let Zee and Saint break apart.
See me in the next chapter.
Until then,
-lin_skl 👋🏻