Raw

Cross.

Living for her. Living for everyone else. 

 If I can't stay alive for myself, I might as well give myself reasons to stay alive. 

Meeting my online friends. 

Seeing my friends in real life. 

Hugging someone for the first time. 

Holding my girlfriend close for the first time. 

I will live solely for the people I love and care about, because if I don't, then I'll only do the one thing I never want to do.. 

 Causing pain for my own selfish reasons. 

 So go ahead, Lord. I'll carry this cross. I'll carry it for them, I'll carry it for You. 

Like I said, I'm not the same person as I was 4 years ago.I've changed. I've grown. 

Grown stronger. 

Nothing will break me down, and I won't let anything break my down. 

I won't give up.