My first night in my new home

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                                             🔵~ Connor  ~  🔵 
I was put into  the  crib .  I'd been  made  to  drink  2 bottles  of  milk  before , and I couldn't  climb out of  the  crib .  I  was  worried  that  I'd need  a  wee  soon. I hated  that. I layed on my side my hands between  my  knees .   I eventually  went to  sleep . At some  point  in  the  night  I woke up  needing  the  toilet . Then  I  decided  to  try hold it  in  for  as long as I possibly  can .  I was  so  embarrassed  by the  thought of  me wetting  my  nappy .  I rolled  back  over and tried  to  get  back  to  sleep .  Now  I  was  to the  point where  I  couldn't  get  back  to  sleep.  I  was  scared  I'd wee.  I  eventually  did fall  asleep  again ,  I'd  wet my  nappy  I was  awake  again  and trying  not to  think  about  it  but  I  already needed to  wee again .  I  fell  back  asleep .  I  woke  up  in  a  very soaked  nappy .  I  must  have  weed 4 times in the  night ! At 17! What the  fuck's  wrong  with  me? 17 year  olds  don't  piss  themselves ! I  was in  a lot of  pain .  My dick and balls  stung worse than getting  a  cut and  putting  rubbing  alcohol  on it. I'd never  been  in this much fucking  pain.  What was wrong ?  I had a  nightmare  of  my  mates Brad ,  Tristan  and  James  dying. The Zizabobaiens  they were  adopted by  killed them and ate them because  they did not  do  what they were told to.

Then Isa came in and picked  me up. "  Mornin  honey". “  Morning  " . I  was  sat in  the  high chair .  I  was  nearly  in tears. What ever was wrong  with  me  it hurt so much  that when Isa picked  me up it stung worse, I'd rather have a  sunburn . Now sat in  my  high  chair ,  Isa clipped  me in and this really  stings. She sat a bowl  of  porridge  in front of  me  and  my  milk. Terrible  night and  terrible  start to  my morning .

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