I'm the girl who makes mistakes all the time. I'm that other girl that gets chosen last, in everything. I'm heavyset,have blue eyes, dark hair, and covers everything up with a smile everyday. But I am also the girl who cries herself to sleep at night, with no one to help her. She doesn't cutt but thinks about it. Life gets harder as she's growing up. She has her best friends by her side, through everything. But sometimes she wants to push them away.
She's the girl who guys think that she's ugly and they can't stand to look at her. But all she wants is someone to love her for her not because of her past, or her looks, or her body figure. She knows which will never happen.
Sometimes she just says to herself be done with everything, and live your life the way you want too. When guys call her beautiful she says "Thanks but are you talking about somebody else, because I'm not that girl your talking about."
She gets butterflies in her stomach when she sees that guy that she has like since middle school. His curly hair, and smile is adorable to her, and she can't handle seeing him in the hallways at school,smiling looking perfect.
She's the girl who wants that look guys give girls. She wants to be told that she is beautiful everyday, even if she has messy hair in a bun, and is wearing sweatpants with cowgirl boots. She's the girl who has a different personality, and wants to be broken from her shyness and quietness.
She's the girl who tries her hardest not to cry when she sees girls flirting with him. She smiles when she sees his face, even if he doesn't answer her back.
She's the girl who wants you...
