𝘊𝘳𝘢𝘻𝘺 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶 / 𝘒𝘪𝘮 𝘛𝘢𝘦𝘩𝘺𝘶𝘯𝘨 《ᴄᴏᴍᴘʟᴇᴛᴇᴅ》

𝒯𝒽𝒾𝓇𝓉𝓎 𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑒

They put me in a room to wait after my water broke the contractions started. The pain in the beginning was fine. It only built with every contraction.

I held Taehyungie's hand whenever the pain hit me. He looked so concerned, not knowing what to do. At one point, I screamed on the top of my lungs from the pain.

"Baby, take a deep breath. You can do this. I love you." He kissed my forehead. His encouraging words actually helped me a lot.

One of the nurses came in with a clipboard in her hand. She checked up on me and did some tests. "Mrs. Kim, you're almost ready to give birth are you sure you want to wait. We got a call from Dr. Na and she said she's stuck in traffic. We have other doctors who are perfectly capable to do the delivery."

I shook my head. "No, thank you. I'll wait."

I rather suffer through some more pain and wait until she gets here than go into delivery with a complete stranger. Besides, she's my boy's grandmother.

Taehyung called her up and she said she was doing her best to get here. Even she tried to convince me to let another doctor do it. But I don't want to. I want her.

After a while the contractions started getting really hard to endure. The nurses were telling me to get into delivery fast for the sake of the babies.

I gave in and let them take me to the delivery room. Taehyung came in the room with me. He held my hand tightly as I was so scared. I cried a lot out of fear. You never know what can happen.

Taehyung's mom walked into the room making me feel a little better. I trust her. I know it's going to be fine when she's helping me. "I'm here honey okay. It's going to be fine."

Anxiety took over my whole body when she went over the steps. It was as if she talked Chinese. I couldn't think clearly. All I could think about was that I had to push two babies out of my body.

Before I knew it, we had already started. I screamed on the top of my lungs, following everything she said. "It hurts! I can't do this! Please, make it stop!"

"Bora, listen to me. You have to continue. We can't go back now. I see a head already. A couple more pushes and we have baby number one." She encouraged me to continue.

It felt as if my whole body was being ripped from the inside. How am I going to survive this? I squeezed Taehyung's hand until it turned blue. The pain was just too much.

Taehyung leaned down near my ear. "Crazy, you're doing amazing. Think about how you're going to hold them after this is over. I love you so much baby." He continued praising me, giving me more motivation by telling me that when I see them it'll be worth the pain.

"Bora, one more push and we have the first one." My whole body tensed up as I pushed at my hardest. "Good job, Honey!" They all cheered. "Taehyung honey do you want to cut the umbilical cord."

He nodded his head heavily out of excitement and made his way to the nurses. After the cord was cut, they checked him up and made him cry. The sound of his cries was like music to my ears. It meant that he's alive and well.

"Okay, now baby number two. Are you ready Bora?"

Ready? No, I'm not ready? I'm in pain and am afraid. It didn't take long before it started again. The whole process repeated itself. I had somehow gotten used to the feeling of giving birth. That's a lie. I don't think anyone can ever get used to this feeling.

One of the nurses pushed on my belly making me lose my shit. "Don't push my baby!" I yelled at her. She was so shocked that she put her hand up in defense and walked backwards.